Chapter Eight
You wouldn't know anything at all if you didn't once try to see it or do it on your own.
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Really?! What am I thinking about? Rica asked herself as she remembers what they've talked about earlier that day.
"So..." it was Veron's face that blocks her sight.
"What?" she irritatedly asked.
"Oh, come on! Irritated agad!" sagot nito sabay layo ng mukha nito sa kanya saka naman siya nagpakawala ng isang malalim na hininga. "So, are you two just going to be friends?" it bluntly asked that she can't answer so quickly.
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Dexter heard Jackson sighs heavily that made him to stares back at him. "What?" he lazily asked.
"You know what..." it pauses.
"Whatttt...." He frustratedly asked in a pitch tone.
"Well," it shrugs. "Being just friends... really? Is that what you really thought about?" it asked curiously.
"I don't know." He simply answered.
"Then, figure it out dude! Dahil mahirap ang ganyan kasi baka mamaya niyan mag-expect si Rica ng mas higit pa sa kaya mong ibigay." Makahulugan nitong hayag at alam na niya kung anong ibig nitong sabihin.
"Ewan ko ba! Mahirap kasing manimbang!" pag-amin niya rito.
"I'm sure of it," it answered almost whispered. "But what does it take to weigh things out?" it asked out of the blue.
He was cluless of what Jackson said that he ask him curiously. "What do you mean by that?"
"What I mean is that, if you're weighing because of her true gender or you're weighing about yourself?" it simply answered that made him think.
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"Weighing about myself or weighing about himself..." she just paroted what just Veron told her.
"Yup!" sabay upo nito sa kama niya. "Alam mo, mahirap kasing manimbang kung dalawa ang maaaring itimbang..." hayag pa nito.
"Ano bang ibig mong sabihin?" Na as if you don't know to yourself. She added to herself.
"Whoa! As if you don't know yet!" it answered that she just silently sighs. "Anyway, as you know it. Dex is a straight guy and having feelings with someone like you would definitely give him some doubt." It frankly answered and even though she already knew about it still it hurts like a bullet.
"Es ist schon schmerzlich, wenn ich nur daran denke, aber viel schlimmer, wenn ich es so deutlich hörte." She answered.
(It's already painful when I'm just thinking of it but much worst when I heard it so clearly.)
"German na naman!" reklamo nito sa kanya.
"Ah, sorry! I didn't mean anything about it," she answered. "Anyway, I think we should rest for now..."
"Hay!" sabay tayo nito. "Well, okay! At huwag ka munang mag-iisip ng kung ano-ano ha! Dahil hindi tayo nagbakasyon para isipin ang mga problema kundi para mag-relax at makapagpahinga tayo kahit papaano. Okay?" seryoso nitong hayag.
Isang malalim na buntong-hininga ang pinakawalan niya bago siya sumagot. "Alright, and besides we only have a week to go so we should let's enjoy it till the end," she said as Veron nods at her.
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