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H2OCat- Need help?

Sorry I didn't update ✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻
Btw Idk for a chapter name so yeah... just go with the flow 😛😛😛

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T Y L E R'S P O V
Another day of sh*tty recording.

Everyday it seems that it never changed

It's just the same old days, playing with my friends

Sometimes I get tried of it

But someone just makes me want to try even more

H2ODelirious
Jonathan (Dennis? is this his last name)

His silly laugh just makes me want to smile longer. His character in and out of game is just hilarious. I am always myself when I'm around him.

I'm different, but in a good way.

I just wonder if I can ever meet him?

Get to see his face

... 3 weeks later ...

" TYLER! WHAT DO YOU NEED? WHAT DO YOU WANT?! " Marcel shouts at me with anger and worry.

I have been sad for far too long.
Jonathan never came back, never came back to my life.

Last 3 weeks has been a pain...

Depression runs into me
Anxiety takes over me
I've been a piece of sh*t myself, crying myself to sleep, drinking too much until I get wasted

Nothing really has changed apart from my self

He's gone. He is never coming back because you are a piece of sh*t.

The voices inside me surround and attack me. Anytime, anywhere, it destroys me. It's just too dominant.

NO HE'S COMING BACK I KNOW IT

He left you because he never loved you! He thinks that you are a useless man that needs some help but you are helpless!

What am I supposed to do... They are too much. I can't get them out of my mind. It's like I'm becoming the new Delirious.

Eventually, I snap out of reality and hear Marcel screamed at me again.

" TYLER! WHAT'S WRONG? ARE YOU OKAY? " Marcel has too many questions that I don't even have the mood to answer them. Eventually, one question just made me silent...

" Tyler, do you need him? "

...Yes

" Who? " I try to fight back the tears

" DELIRIOUS! Jonathan! "

...so much

I was silent... I wanted him but he's not coming back. None of us in the crew know him or where he lives... just Cartoonz... but he wouldn't tell anything.

" Tyler... maybe I can help. " He said in a soft gently voice

" Marcel, how? None of us-- "

Marcel cuts off

" I know that all of us don't know where he is, but I think I can confront Cartoonz. "

" Marcel, this is too much. You might get yourself in trouble. "

" I rather get in trouble than see my friends down. "

" Thanks, Marcel... but if you're tired-- " He cuts me off

" I won't! I want to help a friend. Besides, you helped me out before with the fight I had with Simone, I should owe you one. " He smiles behind the blank computer screen that's dividing us.