bbs oneshots // ships edition [COMPLETED] 🎉🏳️‍🌈

i'm actually crying

this is not a drill

this is a hammer 🔨

OKAY WAIT DONT LEAVE

I wanna tell you something

i remember writing this book on the holiday when I was bored. I remembered what I was doing, where I was and how I felt.

Basically, posting my first chapter was a 'one big leap for mankind'. It was risky but at the same time it was fun.

As the days grew by I started have some readers actually reading my book. I was actually surprised because I thought nobody would even care to even read it.

But apparently they cared. It was he most awesome thing ever.

Days became weeks and I started to get some friends on Wattpad. I didn't have that much friends irl but here I just feel myself because I have friends who actually relate with what I like.

To be honest I kind off-- ugh I'll be honest, I did give up on this book once when I felt unhappy and when I was experiencing some anxiety problems

But that was past me.
This is the present me, and the future me later on.

The me right now is better and even greater than the depressed me. I'm 13 and turning 14 soon (really soon) and I think I have had experience with problems but that experience has helped me grow.

And not only that... my internet friends in Wattpad have been helping me through out each day. Just by your positive messages and the messages that help me just to get out of bed has been helping me.

By Grow, I mean not only grow out of the anxiety phase but also grow as in my book.

I had no idea what I was doing back then, and this book helped me to learn somethings I haven't understood

This book that I have started with has had ups and downs and some problems but it was a fun problem to deal with.

This book has now reached my goal
The goal of 10K
It felt impossible with all the pressure and problems that has been weighing it down

But I did it
I actually did it with your help and with the help of your caring messages.

This 10K mark is not made by me
But by you too

I couldn't have done this if you guys haven't been there since the start. Thank you

Thank you for everything
Thank you for helping me
Thank you for being there for me
Thank you for all those messages
Thank you for caring
Thank you for the 10K Goal
Thank you for the support

I just can't believe we got that goal
but I couldn't have done it without you

Remember you are beautiful and you are the most amazing person ever. Just by being you, you can accomplish so much things. Don't hesitate yourself because you won't be able to achieve your goal

If you are having a hard time, please feel free to message me because it's the least I can do to give back to my friends.

I just, I can't stop crying.
You made my day
Thank you once again

-xoxo gabbie 🎉💕😄