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H2OVanoss- Bye Evan

E V A N'S P O V
Grade 7
Jonathan was the guy I loved ever since the first day of 7th Grade. I couldn't stop looking at him everything he wasn't looking at me. He was beautiful inside and out. Months later, I confessed to him but I never got the feelings back cause I knew he needed time, so I gave him time. Days and days I was getting more in touch with Jonathan and we were best friends. At the end of 3rd semester, I asked him the question and he said

"Evan, I like you for you. I want to be with you so my answer is YES!"

We both hugged and smiled, we couldn't kiss cause we were young sooo hehe

Last day of school came, it was time to say goodbye.

But I never got the chance to say goodbye to him.

He left early, and I was still answering the test.

He never waited for me outside, usually he waits but now he didn't... I dont know why.

And I felt like he never liked me

We weren't in touch in summer because reasons

Reasons that I can't explain

Grade 8
J O N'S P O V

8th Grade was up and me and Evan were separated cause of summer. Now I get to meet him again.

But me and Evan were separated again

He was in 8H while I was in 8A...
And things changed from there

I would say hi to him but he never replies back.

He ignores me when I go near him

And it becomes way awkward.

Then news spreads around the batch

I got hear from the convo from my friends

"Dude do you know this dude name Evan?" My friend Tyler asked

"Yes and why?" I replied

"He's got new crush, but he used to have a thing cause he was bi with this dude which he never spoke of. He thinks he's a b*tch but whatever. His new crush is Sydney."

The popular girl took my man.

She doesn't even know that he has another one. But he abandoned me.

Look what he did in grade 7... he played me.
He lured me to his goddamn silly trap
To f*ck with my brain and sh*t

"I'm sorry I gtg" I grabbed my bag and ran to the nearest bathroom

I arrived to the bathroom and I cried
Cried a thousand tears
My eyes were puffy red, my face was a total mess.

The school bell rang. I wiped my tears with my blue jacket and headed off to my next class.

...

My life was miserable. On Valentine's Day he gave a f*cking big ass bouquet to this girl who I don't know but it isn't Sydney. I think it was Melissa The b*tch. Now he's f*cking with girls.

I was beginning to have anxiety but none knew. Some of my friends were noticing me but I just said nah it's nothing at all. Everyday I looked messed up.

I can see how much I changed.

I still had bullies

I had 4 best friends.

The guy I loved thinks of me as a stranger

My life is a complete mess but at least I was smart like top 1? Right?

Grade 9

9th Grade... I have been thinking of Evan for the past summer. I always want to forget about him but my heart still wants him.

Then one my best friends leaked to my new squad of my old thing

They kept on bugging me to talk to him again but they were the problem

Whenever I'm near him. They push me, or they fangirl.

Awkward it was.

It was even the time when I became more sad. The bathroom was my alone zone.

My new friends were keeping eyes on me, they know the feeling when I'm sad or when I'm having an anxiety attack.

And now

I was thinking of changing to another school

To forget about him.

And forget the past I had

I took a test for the new school and an interview

Then I passed it

Nobody knew I was going until the last month of school

And my best friend actually kept pushing me to tell the truth on why I'm leaving. The friend was the reason my friends were asking why I'm leaving

I was sad even more because I had constant fights with that friend.
But all were resolved later on.

Then couple of days later. The saddest came for the whole batch.

Sydney kept crying, as well as other people in her class,

People were there to comfort her, especially Evan.

Evan was there looking so caring to Sydney.

I felt sad... he never cared for me like that
He played the f*ck out of me like I'm some  sort of puppet

I ran to the bathroom, my friends following me. I closed it. But I just told them I was taking a number 2

It was sad but afterwards, days later it was happy cause last day of Grade 7 came last day of me being here...

People were saying good bye

As well some of my classmates

But again I look out of the window, him, Evan.

But I said to myself

He wouldn't care about me. He would just be cheering when he sees I'm not there. He would be laughing that he wouldn't have a problem

Summer is now here, I felt happy cause I know I'm leaving

Leaving the Past
Goodbye Evan
See you someday...

...
Sad? Sorryyyy again sooooo yehhh

But anyways hope you guys enjoyed
And yehhhhhh

Glad I didn't discontinue the book

Bye
~XOXO Gabbie 😄

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