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F I V E

Monday came quickly. Dan and Phil had made a plan of where in the school they could meet up for lunch and eat together. During the weekend, Dan couldn't stop thinking of the raven haired boy. The way his lip ring wrapped at his bottom lip perfectly and how his blue-green-yellow eyes were so mesmerizing Dan could stare into them for hours.

Phil couldn't stop thinking about the chocolate haired and eyed boy either. The way he looked absolutely adorable in his pastel colours and the way his hips sway slightly when he walks. Phil was stunned by Dans beauty. He wanted to see him again so badly.

Both of the boys knew that they couldn't tell the other those feelings. Not now at least. They'd only just met, yet both of their thoughts were filled with each other.

•Dan•

I sat on the edge of my bed thinking. I had about half an hour before the bus came. Phil was really sweet. I really want to see him again. But I don't like like him. I can't. I refuse to allow myself to love people that aren't my family.

I'd rather not get my heart snapped again. Heh. It was so long ago though... whatever. Phil and I are friends. That's it.

I smile to myself at thought of Phil.

• Phil •

Dan and I are going to meet up for lunch today. I'm honestly extremely excited. I shouldn't be thinking about someone I just met like this. Should I?

I sigh and play with my lip ring with my tongue. I glance over to my window and see the ground covered in white powder. Snow.

I rush over and push my hands against my window. I love snow. Mid January and we are just now getting snow. Part of me just wants to go and play in it like a child. But what if someone from school saw me? Tall-scary Phil playing in the snow. I chuckle to myself. That would be a sight to see.

I know what people from school think of me. I'm not blind. I see the stares. There's been a lot of rumours about me too. I'm still shocked that Dan had no idea who I was. It was.... nice. He didn't have anyone's opinion already implanted in his head. He can get to know the real me. Not what other people think is me.

• Time skip to school •
• Phil•

The first half of the day went painfully slow. All I could think about was meeting up with Dan and sitting with him at lunch. What if he doesn't want to be friends anymore? God I need to stop thinking.

• Dan •

" Dan!", I'd just stepped foot into the school and I heard someone calling out for me. I looked around and saw a waving Pj and Chis about five meters away. The halls were filled with other students so I had to push past them to get to my friends.

" Hey ", I said once I reached them, " What's up?". Chris and Pj looked at each other. I could see they were basically having a conversation with their eyes. Chris elbowed Pj. Pj sighed ,"Um Dan.. who was that guy you were talking to on Saturday?", he said looking me in the eye. Did they mean Phil? " Like, at the fair? His name was Phil. He goes to school here actually", I said with a nervous smile. Why were they asking me this?

" Dan we-", Chris started but the bell rang before he could finish. " We've got to get to class. We can finish talking at lunch, yeah?", Pj said pulling Chris away by his arm. " I can't I have to meet Ph-", I started but Pj and Chis were already halfway down the hall. I sighed and walked off to class.

Well I'll meet up with Phil but take him with me to go see Chris and Pj to see what the were trying to tell me. I could introduce Phil to my other friends. I think they'd like him. Right?

Short chapter :(

I was listening to Die For You by The Weekend while writing this. 10/10 song 👌🏻