Saved from a broken home

FRIENDS

This is my first time writing on a laptop so if anything is out of wack I'm saying sorry in advance...

enjoy!!

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Fridays can be the best days of the week. For me, nothing is working in my favour. Since i cant see Tina in person we text all the time. I truly do miss her.

I've been eating with grandma Liz the rest of the week. Not because the boys asked me about it or anything. I am really fond of her. I'm way closer to her than Gram Anne, mama Joy or Mimi Karen. Both Karen and Anne live out of town. Liz and Joy live in Sydney. Though we all text now and then.

Anyways, Tonight after school we are all going to go skating and a movie; maybe some shopping i don't really know. I told Michael that I didn't care for shopping because they were continuing to spend money on me. which he was the one to drive me to school this morning.

He told me to deal with is and that I was going to be getting stuff anytime of the year and just except that you live with people who have an awesome carer. Also that I do need the things they buy me. I argued with him. Then we laughed about the whole situation and I was driven to school. He won...

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*Lunch*

"Luke just texted. I'll drop you off at Nan do's OK?" Grandma Liz stated.

"OK.." I said flatly and continued to eat my lunch.

"So how is the school treating you? Do I need to put anyone in detention yet?" she snickered and I shook my head. My mind immediately went to cheer practice. My hands got sweaty and I became nervous.

"I guess they told you about cheer..." I said a little sad.

"No he didn't, go on." Liz asked and i went.

"After cheer tryouts i got a letter in the mail. But it was a improvement letter. The captain said to work on my hair, which is I have to work on my cheer hair. You know that stuff is over the top. My flexibility; I agree with too. My legs are still sore from the things we had to do. And weight." I cut myself off, feeling the emotions rising in my insides.

"Oh baby I'm so sorry. The only thing you need to worry about is nothing. I'll talk to Mia after school to sort thi-" i cut her off.

"No Grandma, if you say something then it would make her mad at me then I certainly wont be on any team."

"peesh posh... Fine I won't say anything but if any of the perky brats hurt my grand baby then I'm after them do you understand?"

"yea.. Thanks."

Then the bell rand i gathered my stuff and started to head out the door before she stopped me and said "Come to my room after your last period. What do you have?" she asked and i told her gym.

"I might be early though is that fine?" i asked because we get let out early in activities. She said ok then i was off to my classes.
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On my way back to Liz's room I had to use the bathroom so I went in the toilets. I walked around the corner and someone pulled me into the stall and covered my mouth.

I couldn't tell who it was. All I could see was brown eyes. He had a mask over his face.

He started to tug on the zip of my pants and a tear left my eye. Is this really happening?

"If you think you can rule the school then you are way wrong." He said and continued with his actions.

I tried to scream but it was no use. I stood limp on the wall while he ra- I don't even want to think it.

When he was done I fell to the floor and silently cried. He said "if you ever say anything about what just happened then it will happen." Then he walked around the corner.

I fixed my outfit and walked out of the stall fixing my hair and wiping my face of the mascara I was wearing.

I think over what just happened. I can't tell anybody. Especially the boys. This is going to nag at me forever if I don't do something...

I exited the bathroom seeing if the coast was clear then walked to the class room down the hall.

The bell had just rung when I walked in and was almost trampled by a mob of teens.

The only thing going through my mind right now is I just lost my virginity forcefully to someone I do not know much less love. I'm on the verge of tears but I can't let anyone know.

"Ready?" Grandma asked and I am pulled out of my thoughts. Grabbing my stuff I walk to her car.
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As I stand in the shower under the burning water I replay my day. I think of the fun me and the boys had. We ate a huge cheese pizza then went to the theatre to watch Finding Dory; which was great. Then we went to a park down the road and played there for a few hours. Then went home.

I will never forget what happened today in school, on a Friday.

I let the tears come out since I've been holding them in all day. I can't take it. Why am I the one that bad things have to happen to? Why me? I'm not saying I hate my life. I have 4 amazing boys who love and take care of me. Or I hope so. Then on top of that, other family members. I should really keep to myself. I'm slowly dying anyways.

I pull out my blade from under the sink and step into the shower again.

I think if it's worth it. It is. I slide the cold metal across my upper thigh.

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Fml....
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OHHHHH DRAMA!!!!

Sorry it's so random but it will lead to more drama. Ilya

                   Layla