Saved from a broken home

SHOPPING

When I hear my alarm clock go off I turn it off and look around my room. I have sheer white curtains so the morning sun shoots through and illuminates my room perfectly.

I sigh in aw and head for the restroom. It's about 9 ish. I take care of my business and start on my hair. Heating up the hair straightener I brush my hair then part it.

30 minutes later I head down stairs and make me some eggs. I'm not really a breakfast eater so I don't make much.

"Good morning love, do you want some breakfast?" Luke asks. I nod then he fixes me a plate of pancakes and syrup.

"I know you don't want us to spend money on you but seriously whatever you say about the topic I don't care. How can you live with 3 outfits?"
"4 outfits." I state.
"Not helping the situation. Anyways we will leave in a few minutes cause I didn't expect you to be up so early. K?"
"Fine but is everybody coming?"
"Nah they are out doing GOD knows what but whatever." I laugh and finish my pancakes.

Luke walks out and says that he's getting ready. Then I go and get dressed.

I'm wearing ripped at the knee black skinny jeans that are rolled a little at the bottom. A All Time Low long sleeve shirt and my black converses. I brush my hair out, put my glasses on, get my phone and walk out.

Luke also comes out and we are ready to go. He is wearing black jeans as well. I think the same ones and a flannel. "I like your outfit." I say. As we go out the door we laugh at my statement and get in the car. Off to the mall we go.
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A few hours later and we are at a place in the food court. It's pretty good.

We've been to hot topic, h&m, forever 21, and Victoria secret which I thought was weird for some reason.

Finally we get to go home after a thousand hours.

We go to the car and I try to turn the radio up but he stops my actions. "Wait so we invited a few people and there is going to be a little welcome home thing for our families. Don't be nervous because it's your family alright?"
"Cool can't wait!"

I can wait actually. Im terrified. And I hate people. Whatever all I can do for now is breath.
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When we get home the other car is here and the boys are home. I quietly walk up the stairs to my room, shit the door and put my stuff in the closet.

I have the urge to swim now but that's problem because I wanna try my bathing suit out. It's a black two piece but not a bikini. I'd be crazy to wear one of those. The top has frenge and the bottoms are just some Nike black shorts.

I put it on grab a towel and head out to the back deck. "Hey what you doing?" I jump at the voice. Calum is out here sitting at one of the tables we have smoking a cigarette while Michael is on his phone.

"Um just about to swim. What about you?" I ask setting my towel down. "Well, I guess the same thing. Mike put your suit on."

After that conversation is over I back up a little and run towards the deep end of the pool. Jumping in doing a back flip. The water is cold but refreshing for the hot summer day.

I stay underwater for a few seconds then come up for air; floating on top of the water. I close my eyes and enjoy the few seconds I have. Someone jumped on me. I come up for air and breath heavily. I wipe my eyes and look around and find Michael swimming away from me as fast as he can.

"Oh I'm gonna kill you Clifford!"
"Catch me if you can!" He yells .

As soon as I reach him he starts running to me and I scream. I'm to slow and he catches me. Strong arms pick me up and throw me into the water. I come up for air and laugh.

"Again!" He laughs and picks me up and throws me. I scream and land in the water. Then the others come out to swim.

A few hours pass and it's now 6 something. I'm sitting on a chair with my towel around me. "Can we have food I'm starving?"
"Sure what do you want?" Ashton asks. I shrug my shoulders and say "burgers!" We all agree and me and ash go and get burgers from a place down the road.

I get a pull over on and some jandels. (Jesus sandals)

As we drive down the road I turn the radio station to 95.1 and turn it up. Ashton starts drumming on the wheel and I sing along.

We go in to a drive thru and order a ton of food.
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As I'm about to get in the shower I let the water heat up.

I wash the chorine out of my hair and get it off of my body. Then I stand under the hot melting aqua for a few minutes. Then I remember, I have clothes to put up. I mentally complain to myself for not doing what needs to be done.

I'm so lazy. I dry off and dress myself putting on a new VS pj set.

I walk into my room and set my shower bag down on my dresser. Plopping down on the bed sighing, I look at the bags in the closet. Ew work.

Already tired, I pop my knuckles and get started.