Saved from a broken home

HELP ME!

When I woke up my clock read 7:26 a.m. Rubbing the sleep out of my eyes, I get up and go to the bathroom.

I brush my teeth and hair then go down stairs into the kitchen.

As I go for silverware there is a note on the bar.

Dear Bailey,
As I told you last night we are at the studio for the day. There is money on the fridge and keys on the hook.
                     Love,
                            Luke

I look in the fridge and see a black card on a clip. I laugh at the way it's put up there and get some breakfast.

Actually I'll go get dressed. I'll get me some food while I'm out.

I run up stairs and straitened my hair put my glasses on and put clothes on.

I'm wearing black ripped jeans, black high top converse, a Beatles shirt- I don't listen to them- and a dark red flannel that covers my bottom.

I grab my pastel pink backpack with my phone and go down stairs. Turning the lights out as I go.

I grab the card the keys and lock the door on my way out.

I get into the boys car that they left for me and start the engine. Before I go I do a checklist of the things I'm not forgetting.
Keys
Money
Phone
Gum
I'm good.

I turn on the radio to auxiliary and play Jon Bellion. I pull out of the driveway and head to chick-fil-a.
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I ordered chicken nuggets with chick-fil-a sauce. Which is the best thing ever.

I pull up to the mall and finish my food while I listen to maybe idk.
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I grab my backpack and get out locking the car doors after shutting it.

The first store I go in is Victoria's Secret.

I go strait to the Pink section and guess who I see. Tina. As soon as she meets my gaze I go elsewhere in the store.

When I turn I feel a hand on my arm.

"Hey where are you going?" She asks and I reply with "hey um I don't really know." I want to cry but it's not the best for the situation.

"Do you want to hang out and shop together?" Tina asks.

"I thought I couldn't be your friend. Considering I'm to fat for the squad." Where did this courage come from?

"Look..  that wasn't my idea. But Mia isn't here. Now come on. AE just got a new ship of clothes." She says and guides me to American Eagle Outfitters.
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"You know it was really fun hanging out with you today." I said a little sad because I know it will end soon.

"No problem. Hey are you ok? You look sad. Depressed even." Tina said and I stiffened a little. I wasn't even aware that my facial expressions were all over the place. I wouldn't doubt it though.

I look at her then take a deep breath.

"I have to tell you something Tina. And promise you won't tell anyone so help me GOD. You probably don't believe me but-.."

I couldn't do it. I was already on the verge of tears. My voice got caught in my throat and I choked back a sob letting the tears flow.