Revenge, the final cut

Chapter 10

I was shaking, trembeling, hoping that Emma and Evi would not hear my muffled cries of desperation.

I felt like when you get caught doing something you are not supposed to do, you get really hot and then all of a sudden really cold. Afterall, I'd already been caught doing my first move against Emma. My first step had already been a failure, or had it?

Emma was crying, I should be happy, was this not what I wanted? Evi was hugging her and uttering that it would be alright. But ofcourse all in vain. Emma was not going to listed to Evi's plee's.

And I was not going to stop.

The anger, rage, that had manifested it self in my body took over my regret and sorrow. I did not pitty her anymore, this was what I wanted and I stand by my actions. Though the fact that someone had helped me was troubling, they had too know which bathroom Emma would go to, had too seen what I had did.

Who knew, maybe they were even sitting in a diffrent toilet stall besides me, feet held up and peeking through the small area between the door and the wall.

But this indicated that they too knew a lot about Emma, who else was at play here? I felt like a lion protecting its cub, no one was going to take my long endured pain that I used to make my revenge and just make it theirs. This was my revenge and I would do it alone. My cub was my revenge and I am one very angry lion right now.

So lost in my thoughts I had not seen Emma and Evi leave. I bolted as soon as I saw the oppertunity and walked over to my classmates. At least, the ones that I talked to, to some degree.

They just talked about the TV show they saw yesterday, I dont watch that show, so I was happy that I had a reason not to participate in the conversation.

' And so did you hear what happend to Emma? I just sat next to Tessa during our Spanish class and because.. well.. you know it is Spanish class with Mr. Olchacha, so we like totally waited till he was alone to ask him some questions. We heared this scream like someone had lost a leg and even Mr. Olchacha was startled ! We did not see what happend but definetly heared it ! What do you guys know! Tell me the detz !' Carrie said, and she wasn't hiding her excitement.

Suddenly interested in the conversation I tilted my head to Sarah's directions and looked at her with apparently a hideous face because she asked me if I was alright.

The matter actually turned into a boring conversation as no one was actually there to see the incident. Sad at first, happy later as that means they probably did not see me there either. Except for the person that left the note, obviously.

It was strange as the rest of the day this was all people talked about, even so exaturating what happend .I had not noticed what a ' celebrity' she had become at this school.

I hated it.

For a second I was happy, finally I felt happy after all these seconds, minutes, days, hours, weeks, moths, even years of feeling alone. But then again who was this mysterious person that helped me, was Tissue ( as I had started to call this mysterious person in my mind ) a friend or an enemy? He had helped once, would he do it again? Was he always watching?

I walked home from school that day, trying to build up some stamina as I really had none, I am one of those people that gets exhausted from walking up the stairs. Just planning what I was going to do what I got home, as I got a phone call.

' Uhm Hello? Is this Jolie? I am Mike's mother, I believe you and my son were partners last Monday? Please return my phone call'

I quickly interupted her before she could hang up the phone with the most stupid sentence ever.