So you might think, gurrrlll how'd you get into that mess
well give me the pleasure of explaining it to you.
I went to senior school, I hadn't been to that kind of school in a long time. I had been around different children, a different ecosystem, a different culture.
I had been 'out of contact with these kind of people' for a long time.
I thought I was prepared, I was so mistaken.
You might think, but what were the differences?
Well I think everything was diffrent, the clothes ( I had uniform, I mean when I got to my new school uggs had been just a myth to me until that day ) ways with people ( at my new school there were so many different types of people and they just really said what they wanted, even if it was the first day of school )
And much more.
My first day of school I didnt have much expectations, and that was my biggest mistake.
So I was the last one in and I was like, i 'd rather sit in the front alone than walk to the back but find that some one had beaten me to it and i would have to walk back to the front and be really akward and sit alone.
So in other words I would rather chose to sit alone.
So I did.
But then the teacher saw me and she told me , well dont sit next to the cookies, ( apparently I was sitting next to the cookies ) and she placed me next to another girl whom was sitting alone aswell.
I thought real higly of my self back then.. And i remember that as I picked up the empty chair next to her from on top of the table ; hey she I wearing skinny jeans, she aint too bad.
And thats when I met Emma.
God how her name makes me boil inside.
She is a lot smarter than she might seem and i was picking up the signs to late. I had been friends with her for 2 years, perhaps 2.5. We really were good friends, we celebrated our birthdays together and for gods sake we even took an airplane and flew to a whole diffrent country together.
I know her god damn well.
Right now she might seem like a girl who has it all together but she does not.
Most certainly not,
I have seen her cry, i know her weaknesses. I know how hard she copes with some things. I know things that maybe her current friends dont even know about her.
So what did i want to take away from her..
Everything..
But let me be more specific.
I know she is scared of being alone.
This might be really random, and what I will say now might not make any sense but Emma and I were once really really close with some one else, and thats where Jenny came in.
When Jenny left us, Emma was devestated, I didnt really care because hey, I still had Emma and I didn't understand, I didn't know how much everything would change after that.
So I shall take all her friends from her for starters...
Her family, which isnt hard to do because since she started smoking drinking and well.. all the things her parents told her not to so that wont be hard.
Her boyfriend
Her looks.. well cant really do anything about that because she truly is stunning, but i will perhaps try a bit of a meangirl approuch on that one. See what i can do. But that wont be my main intetrest.
My main interest will be her best friends, those whom she tells everything, I will drive them appart and away and then she really will be alone.
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