The Life Of A Jumper

The talk.

~flashback~

I was in my sisters room. she's always hurting herself... On purpose. it was kinda weird just sitting with her.

We were laughing and having fun, for once. We were making funny photos, and watching funny videos on YouTube. She got a laptop from her dad for her birthday. we have different dads. Her dad is nice. Mine is not. but, whatever.

"Hey girls!" my dad slurs walking into her room. I got up and hugged him, I missed him. Its been a few days, he was working. He smells weird. like smoke and that drink. he says it'd making him better. Not sick. But its just been making him worse.

"Oh hey." my sister says. She doesn't sound excited. Actually, she just sounds... sad to see him. I don't see why.

"I see you haven't cleaned up yet..." my dad says getting closer to her. She was still sitting on her bed, I was by the door.

"no... not yet."

"What have I told you?" He says sounding understanding. But in a minute he'll snap and he'll be yelling. I know it.

"I don't remember..." she says a minute later.

"YOU DO FUCKING REMEMBER! WHAT DID I SAY?" He finally snaps.

"I DONT FUCKING REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAID." She snaps back.

"YES YOU DO! DONT BE STUPID" He walks closer to her, he's leaning over her like a tower.

"No I really don't." By now her face is red. On the verge of tears. I've never seen her cry. Maybe once.

"FINE I'LL TELL YOU. I said..." See now he's talking is a quiet voice. It won't last long though. "If you dont properly clean your room... I'LL LOCK YOUR WINDOWS AND DOORS, AND MAKE SURE YOU'LL NEVER SEE DAYLIGHT AGAIN."

He backs away from her and grabs a glass wind up box my sister got for Christmas. our grandpa got it for her, he died before he could actually give it to her. My dad throws it on the ground shattering most of it to pieces. And walks out.

She gets up and digs through her dresser drawer I see something small and shiny get pulled out of her wallet. I look away, not wanting to see what happens next. Cause I already know. I heard her cry. She never shows signs of weakness to anyone.

I look up for a second. Her arm was covered in blood. And a few large gashes were there. She banged her head on the wall beside her and wiped the blood onto her closet door.

"A-are you okay...?" no answer. I run out of the room and into mine...

~Flashback over~ (present day)

Elias's POV:

Ive never felt this feeling before. My body aches with happiness.

"knock knock..." Austin says opening my door. "You wanna talk about yesterday? How was it!!!???" should I tell him about Jack...?

"GREAT! I met some cool people." Tell him! "People I never thought I ever meet. Ever."

"Oh yeah? like who?"

"Well, Jason from Letlive is super cool. And finally meeting Tino Aaron and Phil was really awesome... And Jack. From All Time Low. He's a pretty cool dude-"

"I actually cane here to talk to you about him." What? "Jack isn't the best with relationships." oh dear god. no. "I have a feeling he likes you. I've seen the look in his eyes and I won't let it happen. He's a nice guy. And a great friend. But there's no way I'll let you date him. Plus he's like 10 years older than you. When he was 10 you were a new born baby"

I didn't know what to say. "Well. I... uh. I don't know. I don't have those feelings for him. I swear" that's a lie.

"Good. Good talk. Wanna come down stairs? maybe help clean up a bit. I'll give you some money"

"Yeah sure. I'll be right down." Austin walks out. I get up, off my bed and throw some pants on. Nirvana shirt and a cardigan. Makeup.. blah blah blah.

~Time lapse~

50 BUCKS HELL YES! I CAN GET A COUPLE GRAMS. INVITE DANA OVER. Wait. Dana loves om&m. she can't know. She'll faint just knowing I've met them let alone the fact that I love with them now. ILL GET TORI INSTEAD.

I call Tori up. I've already told her about being here. I talked to her all night last night

I message Tori on facebook

"YO YO YO, Come toke up at my place??"

"hell yeah girl 8D"

"ya got chip ins? I got $50. maybe we can buy a bottle, some droogies and da munchies y0!"

"yeah man I got twenty. I'll be there in 20 minutes

560 Lakewood drive right?"

"yeah man. see ya"

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"Austin!?" I yell. Hoping they're home. oh god am I alone??? "Alan!!??"

"YOO!!?" Alan yells back. Thank the lord. "What's up daughter???" I can tell hes happy saying daughter.

"Can I have a friend over?" I ask.

"Y'all gonna smoke some weeed??" he asks. I'm not sure if he's being sarcastic or.... "No seriously. cause if you do I'll take the blame. you just have to give me a hoot." IM TOTALLY OKAY WITH THIS.

"Oh my god. Sure. Thanks Alan. Hey uhm... do you know anyone close by who sells?" ficl why did I ask. fucking awkward. Fuck.

"Yeah. the red house over there." he points at the house through the window. Radical dude.

~Time lapse ~

"YO DUDE! WHATS UP! I yell at tori when she walks in. I don't even notice Alan standing behind me and I hug her. I was wondering g why she was standing there staring up in a trance. She was looking at Alan.

"Uhm, y-you want an autograph?" Alan asks tori. She's just standing there. He grabs her and hugs her. Giving me room to shut the door. When he let's go he turns around and signs a random CD in the shelf by the door and hands it to her. It looks like the flood. She already has the flood but she's got another signed one. So that's just as cool.

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Tori and I walk into my room. "Super rad" she whispers to herself. I like my room too.

We discussed how much were gonna get.

two grams - $20

a bottle of green apple Smirnoff Vodka - $30 (yummy)

and the rest is for munchies. yum yum.

a/n I'm gonna finish here and then I'll add on the rest of the chapter bc u guys need an update. I'm srry. it'll be a good one ok omg.