Ellie Gilbert (a TVD fan fic)

What am I?

Ellie's P.O.V-

I felt a rush surge through me a power so strong. Like an...electrical shock. It was strong and faint. My eyes busted open, and I gasped for air. My breath was small, but I was breathing. How was I breathing. I tilted my head as best I could without hurting to much and saw a grief stricken Elena staring at the wall crying with Damon in her arms, his eyes closed but I could see them glistening. I tried my hardest to speak but I oculdn't I felt like crap, like a major hangover or something.

"Damon I'm so sorry, this is all my fault she's dead...."Elena whimpered into his chest. He shook his head at her, "No Elena! NO it was not your fault it was nobody's, not even Ellie's."He scorned her. "She hated me for what, I did to her Damon I was gonna lock her up and I've been so mean to her and it drove her to hurt herself."She cried out. "She LOVED YOU ELENA! She was just angry please stop crying."He begged. "Look at her Damon, she bled out in front of me, I made this happen I caused her death!"She wined.

I saw nurses and doctors walking around trying to help me or something.  "I think she is coming 'round, wait are her eyes open."A doctor said. I hated hospitals, I can't wait to get out...IF i get out. Damon and Elena turned  around and looked at the doctors confusion planted on their faces with a mix of grief and hope. I hope I make it out of here alive, so I can make it up to them.

"Yep, she's awake I think...yes she is give her the second dose of treatment then check her vials." the doctor instructed a few nurses, one moved to hold me down, and the other walked off and returned with a needle. NO WAY SHE WAS STICKING THAT IN ME WHEN I'M AWAKE. "DAMON, DAMON!" I called out weakly. He rushed over to me and tried to usher the lady off to move. "MOVE SHE WANTS ME! GOD DAMMIT WHAT KIND OF CARE IS THIS!"He raged. She looked at him shocked and scooted off. The other nurse began to speak,"I'm sorry sir the other nurse can be really rude you know interns and all, so if you want to hold her to make her more comfortable while I give her the treatment."

Damon smiled down at me and I tried my hardest to smile back. He stroked my hair and gripped my hand and kissed it. "Um yes thank you" he spoke not even looking at her, set on me. "OK I'll try to make this as painless as possible."She spoke kindly. I shut my eyes tight awaiting the pain to rush over me. "One" she whispered, Damon shifted I open my eyes to see him sit on the bed. "Two"She spoke again. Damon leaned in and kissed me "Three..."I heard  the nurse say in the distance as Damon lightly kissed me making me forget. He pulled away as the women was beginning to with draw the needle from my tender and sore skin.

"Alright your all done with needles until about an hour when we check your vitals by withdrawing blood to see if the treatment is working, and again in an hour after that for the last one hopefully." She spoke nicely. She left leaving me Elena and Damon alone in the room. Elena rushed over to me and hugged me gently, "Ellie I'm so sorry, this happened to you. It's my fault I'm gonna make it up to you,I love I'm so sorry."Elena cried out to me. I was so happy to see her smiling face.

"Elena STOP it I love you to your my sister I could never hate you, I'M SO SORRY I SAID THAT STUFF I'M SORRY ELENA I'M SO SORRY!" I cried to her burying my head into her shoulder. She just cried into my hair stroking my back. "It's ok all that matters is that your ok now and you get healthy."she whispered slightly. "Elena this is going to take hours I need to get out of here NOW!" I joked slightly serious though. Damon and Elena exchanged glances, what were they hiding from me NOW.

"Elena I should just give her some blood when they come back to test her she'll be better and they will release her if not I'll do some compelling and we can get her to the Boarding House." Damon spoke as I laid back down to study both of them. Elena wiped the tears off my face, "Ok give her your blood but she's coming home with me her REAL HOME." She looked angry at Damon. He frowned at me smiling.