Falling for the Bully |Jungkook BTS Fanfic|

Chapter 31

🌻Areum pov🌻

Waking up with nurses giving you injections every couple of hours in the night does not make you feel exactly happy.

I sit up on the bed. Turning to the left side of the room I see a sleepy, but cute, Jungkook on the seat.

If it wasn't for me he would be living a normal life and not be with a girlfriend who is about to leave this world.

Attempting to sleep again, I feel itchy from my backside. I see more amounts of hair on the bed than on my actual head making me panic as heck.

I try not to cry so Jungkook can sleep, but I was too loud.

"Areum?"

I quickly wipe the tears away, but not that quickly.

"Why are you crying?" He asks confused and hurries towards me.

"N-Nothing. I-Just..." I break down while showing him my fist full of hair.

I feel hands pulling me in for a hug and I embrace them.

Jungkook let's go and looks at me smiling while grabbing my chin delicately for our eyes to meet.

Might as well grab a lightbulb and hang it up his head.

"Can you give me the honors to shave your hair off?" He says gently with pleading eyes.

This goofball.

"Are you sure you want to?" I ask hesitantly and chew on my bottom lip.

When I look at him he's still pleading with his eyes and takes notice of my lip before going back to my eyes and that's when I become aware of me actually biting and let go, blushing.

"Of course I do." He responds kissing my knuckles tenderly.

You only live once right?

"Okay then. Let's go!" I say sitting upright, getting ready to go to the restroom.

"I'm going to go ask the nurse for hair clippers, alright?" He said petting my hair soothingly and I nod.

Seeing his form leave made me sad. How can he tame a lion, such as myself?

I go to the bathroom while holding the monitor and wait for him to come, which he does a couple minutes later.

He also brought scissors and stood behind me.

He looks at me as if reassuring that he can touch my hair and I nod lightly.

He starts cutting slowly, but efficiently and gets my hair up to my neck and then he turned on the clippers and I was suddenly afraid.

The hair that I once loved betrayed me by leaving my scalp.

Those little traitors. My hair instantly fell off once the clippers connected with my scalp.

I looked hideous once everything was over. Out of all the people, why did he choose me? Im just a disturbance to him. At that instant I felt disgusted with myself and I was rethinking this whole situation.

Before I know it, I let out a whimper and Jungkook is by my side looking scared as if he did something wrong.

"Are you okay Areum?" He says shaking me, concern written all over his face.

"Go away. I'm hideous and you know it. Why did you even go out with me? I'm just hurting you. It's best if we break-"

He had a hurt look for a second. And only a second.

"Don't you even dare utter the rest of that sentence," He said, with stone cold eyes. "I love you and only you. Do you really want to know why I went out with you? Fine." He stated and pulled me up off the chair and taking me to the top of the building.

"I know y-your mad, but killing me won't solve anything." I chuckle nervously, scared for my life.

I see a small hint of amusement in his eyes, but just faces forward again.

HEART. Not now please.

Him carrying me gives me a chance to properly look at him.

I don't know how arms can look so hot, oh my goodness. Don't even get me started on his lips. Why am I checking him out right now when I need to get him out of my mind and heart for his own good.

I huff and try to look at something else except him. How can god make someone so infuriatingly handsome?

He lets me down and I look at the good view before us. It is all dark with stars illuminating the sky and buildings down in the ground.

I turn to look at jungkook only to see him staring back at me.

"See, I am the sky or was, until you arrived in my life. One by one you showed your bright light towards me and I never want to be just a dark sky again. I need you in my life Areum." He says as he keeps that gazing stare that doesn't let my eyes go.

He suddenly pulls me closer and I don't argue, how can I? My heart stopped all of my muscles if that makes any sense at all.

"The problem is, I can't and won't have any other star than you. You are my star and only mine. You make me happy no matter what." Staring at him, I smile involuntarily.

He jokingly glares at me and pulls me even closer than before, which I don't think is possible, but this kid makes my life impossible in a good way.

"You can't get rid of me so easily either." Kook says staring at me intently.

I hate that he's right, but still. I need to give him a reason to hate me so he can live a normal life.

"You don't like me," I scoff "After everything that we've been through I'm no good for you and you're no good for me and you know it. I never liked you from the day I met you. In fact, I hate you. Every time I see you, it reminds me of my past life when I was okay for once. Let's end this." I say trying to get close to what hatred feels like.

"You don't mean this at all." He stated looking at me. "I love you and you know it. I love you, I love you , I LOVE YOU, okay? One glance at your eyes and I know you're lying. Go ahead, tell me straight to my face." He says heating up.

"Don't make this harder than it already is, Jungkook. I just lost interest okay? This isn't working out one bit." I say, confidently staring at his eyes. "Goodbye Jungkook." I say proceeding to go inside.

"As much as I would love to, I can't. Don't you understand that I LOVE YOU PARK AREUM! Everything I'm doing is for you. You'll regret leaving." He said behind my shoulder.

I already do. My heart aches for me to tell him the truth, that I love him too, but its too late now. I can be at peace now that I know he doesn't have to hold back and stay with me. I guess it wasn't meant to be.

My new goal you may ask?

To beat that tumor's butt.

Author's Note
When I say forever, I mean FOREVER. I'M BACK WITH SOME RESOLUTIONS. I'm going to be posting every SUNDAY NOW. I'm really sorry that I haven't posted in a year, literally.
-.-
*tumble weed passes by*
But stay great! And I'll see you next Sunday you beautiful people and sorry for the bad chapter ):',