Kiss Me (JcPenny fanfiction)

Chapter 11

Jc's Pov

I ran into the bathroom and i heard Jenn running after me so i locked it quickly. I grabbed all the pills i had in my bathroom and opened the caps. I was shaking and crying. Was i really going to do this?

I swallowed about 14 pills at a time. Then i heard Jenn calmly say "Jc baby please don't do this. I love you with all my heart. If you try to commit suicide you won't be able to be with me. Just imagine how many people would be devastated if they found out one of their role models had committed suicide. Remember when you always told them to think positive and stay strong? Well now it's your turn to do those things. Please baby don't do this. I promise you if you come out right now we can cuddle and do anything you want. I can't have you die right now. I need you. We all need you. If you really decide to do this. Just know I will always love you no matter what. I love you Justin Cloud Caylen.." I cried even harder because this is the end...

There is no going back now..

Then it happened.. I dropped down to the floor and i dropped the pills i couldn't move at all. The only thing i was able to do was quietly say, "I love you Jenn" then i blacked out.

Jenn's Pov

I didn't know what to do but the first thing that came to my mind was call 911.

On the phone:

Dispatcher: Hello 911 how can i help you?

Jenn: Please help me. My best friend tried to commit suicide and his bathroom door is locked and i have no fucking idea what to do. All i know is that he could be dead by now!!

Dispatcher: Okay please remain calm. Help is on the way but please stay on the phone until they get there.

Jenn: Do you think he'll be okay..?

Dispatcher: I'm sorry ma'am i cant answer your question. Only god knows if he'll make it alive.

Jenn: Oh okay.. I heard the ambulances i think they're here.

Dispatcher: Okay Jenn i really hope everything is fine.

Jenn: how do you know my name ?!

Dispatcher: my daughter loves watching your videos. Now i have to go but feel free to visit Pacsun my daughter works there. But bye now.

Then i heard the phone call end. And I ran outside. There were people on the streets and even fans asking for pictures and stuff. It was annoying so all i did was i walked to the ambulance and i opened that gate for them. Then i told them the bathroom was locked. I walked with them to the bathroom and they broke it down.

There was Jc laying on the floor looking lifeless.. I started sobbing even harder than before and i asked if i could ride with them on the ambulance.

*Skip everything and they're in the hosptial*

I realized nobody except me knew that Jc was here so i called Kian. "K-Kian come to the h-h-hospital now please.. Bring the rest of O2L this is serious.. J-Jc committed suicide.." I told Kian while sobbing. "WAIT WHAT?! We're on our way"

5 MINUTES LATER

Kian's Pov

After I heard that Jc was in the hospital my heart dropped and i yelled at everybody to get in the car. We were all at Andrea and Jenn's apartment and Andrea was still straightening her hair so I yelled at her "ANDREA COME ON!! JC MIGHT BE DEAD BY NOW SO GET YOUR FUCKING ASS TO THE CAR!! WHO CARES ABOUT YOUR FUCKING HAIR!! WE'RE NOT GOING TO A PARTY YOU SLUT"

Then she slapped me "Kian that is the most hurtful thing you have ever said to me.. We're over" She started crying and she walked to the car but before she walked in she yelled without turning around. " i know i have had 4 boyfriends in 1 year but dont you ever dare call me a slut again. And the only reason im going is because of Jc im not going because of a jerkface who called me a slut."

I heard her call me a jerkface and thats when i got mad. I ran to her and grabbed her arm and spun her around and told her "Dont call me that." We started arguing and and she tried getting me to let go of her and i realized what i was doing.. I let go of her and apologized over and over but all she said was "Kian dont you ever talk to me again.. I. Hate. You." Then she walked in the car and sat in the front and i was going to drive but Connor got it before i did.

I sat all the way in the back and i heard Andrea cry. I felt guilty as fuck i had no idea what got through me..

We got to the hospital and Andrea was the first one out and Trevor went after her and hugged her. Trevor was like her little brother. I saw them let go and her makeup was a mess and her eyes were red and puffy. I felt even guiltier..

We went inside and found Jenn she went towards Andrea and asked her what happened and of course Andrea told her everything. I saw Jenn look at me angrier than ever and she walked towards me and slapped me. "How dare you call a girl a slut and not only did you do that no, you also laid a hand on her. Wheres the Kian I know?!"

They walked away and the doctor came out and one of the things i never wanted to hear.. "Friends of Jc Caylen I'm sorry to say this but Jc is... "

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I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry i didn't update but now I did and i made it a HUGE cliffhanger ! What do you think happened ?! Is he dead or is he alive ?!