Kiss Me (JcPenny fanfiction)

chapter 22

Jenn's POV:

I woke up and it was 8am. I checked my phone to see if Jc tried to apologize but when I check there was nothing. I tried my best not to cry but I knew that at that moment we were done forever. I couldn't hold it in and I started crying really hard. I tried to be quiet since everybody was probably still asleep.

I went into my bathroom and I was a mess. My eyes were all red and puffy and my makeup was all over the place. I smacked the door because I was angry at myself for giving Jc another chance.

I just felt worthless and I felt so shitty. I grabbed my razor and took the blade out. I dropped it at first because I was crying and my eyesight was blurry. I grabbed it and cut 3 lines on my wrist.

I knew that I really needed Jc in my life. I felt so stupid for cutting because of a guy that never loved me but at this point I didn't really care. I cut 4 more times but this time they were deep.

I put the blade down and looked at my arm. It was covered in blood. I started crying even more.

I cleaned myself up and went to go change into a short sleeve. That was dumb considering that you could clearly see my new scars.

I put some shorts on and converse and grabbed a huge box. I grabbed all the stuff that Jc gave me and put it all in the box. I carried it into my car and put it in the backseat. I then drove to the new O2L house. I rang the doorbell and Kian opened it.

He saw how I was and hugged me tightly. I cried into his shirt and he just kept hugging me tight. We finally let got and asked me what I was doing. "I'm giving all the stuff Jc gave me back to him.." he just looked at me and said "oh.." I nodded and went to Jc's room.

When I walked in I saw Lia and Jc.. Worst part is that they were both naked.

"It's barely been a day since we broke up and you guys have already had sex! Wow Jc fucking congratulations. You can take all your shit you ever gave me and shove it up your ass."

Jc got up instantly and Lia covered herself with a blanket and Jc put his boxers on. "Wait Jenn it's not what it seems.." I just laughed. "Oh really? Because to me it seems that you guys were naked you have hickeys all over your neck, and there are 2 fucking used condoms on the floor, so try telling me again that it's not what it seems."

I threw the box at him and he fell back a little. He looked down to my arms and saw my scars. He came over to me and tried grabbing my arms. "Woah Jenn why.. what.. why would you do that.." I flung my arms back instantly. "I don't know maybe because the first guy I have ever loved fucking cheated on me? I really thought we had something but I guess to you it was all a joke because I obviously meant nothing to you."

He looked sad and looked like he was about to cry but I honestly don't care.

"Have a nice life with Lia, because I'm done with you forever. Don't ever try to contact me or apologize to me or anything. I hate you so much."

I then walked out of his room and ran to Kian's crying. When I walked in he was laying on his bed and he was sleeping. It was 9:30am and I was very tired. I just crawled into the space next to him and fell asleep. He's like a brother to me so it's only awkward if you make it awkward.

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