Kiss Me (JcPenny fanfiction)

Chapter 17

Listen to Not about Angels by Birdy while reading this chapter(:

Andrea's Pov

It's been a month since me and Kian started dating again and I don't think I've ever been this happy. I really love Kian.

I was on instagram and I was looking through photos that fans tagged me and one caught my attention. My heart dropped down and I started full out sobbing. I never thought this would of happened..

It was a photo of Kian making out with another girl.. I threw my phone at my mirror and my mirror shattered and so did my phone. At this point I didn't care. I was just crying and I couldn't stop.

I tried to stop crying but I couldn't. Soon I couldn't breathe and I was gasping for air. I kept gasping and gasping and I saw that Kian came into the apartment since he has a spare key. He ran to my room and hugged me and tried to calm me down but I only pushed him away from me. He ignored that and tried calming me down again and it worked after a while.

I started breathing normally but i still felt like shit. Kian asked me why my eyes were red and puffy and why was my makeup running.

I ignored him and quickly asked him "who is she.." he looked confused but then after a moment he got very pale and said "w-who is who?" I got angry because he knew exactly what I was talking about and he decided to act dumb.

"Kian don't play stupid with me, I saw the photo of you making out with that other girl! I trusted you! I thought you changed! I guess not. I also guess that I'm not good enough for you. I really thought you were the one for me. I even thought that we would get married. But I was so stupid. I was so stupid to actually think you loved me. Everything you told me, everything you made me feel was all just a lie. We're drifting apart from each other day after day and I don't think I can ever trust you again Kian." I was full on sobbing again when I was done.

Kian looked really hurt but also angry.

"You think that our relationship was a lie?! After all my time I spent to be with you, you thought it was a lie?! You're also blaming this all on me?! I spent all my fucking time to be with you. You're the reason me and Sam drifted apart! You came between us and we drifted apart. He was right. I guess you are selfish. By the way what you saw was correct, I did make out with someone. Her name is Alyssa and she was a better kisser than you ever will be!!" Kian yelled all of that to me and I felt really hurt at the end.

I pushed him out of my room and yelled at him to get out. "Andrea don't fucking touch me." I ignored him so I pushed him to the door again and he pushed me into the table and I hit my head on the table.

I yelled at him to leave and he was about to leave the door but before he left he said "I fucking hate you Andrea, we're over and you better not tell any of the fans what happened. All you're gonna say is that we drifted away from each other got it?!" And he slammed the door.

I was screaming and crying because I was upset but also because I was angry at myself for thinking that we were perfect for each other.

I went into my room and threw everything that involved Kian into the garbage. I kept my big teddy bear though because deep down that meant a lot to me. I was crying and I started throwing all of the things i have in my room at my wall. I ran over to my mirror and I saw all the broken glass and I grabbed a piece and cut 4 time across my wrist.

Jenn got home and came running into my room. She saw what was happening and she came over to me and hugged me tightly and tried getting me to stop. I then stopped trying to get out of her grip and calmed down then I just started sobbing really hard. Jenn didn't care at all that she got blood on her shirt from my wrist.

I was still crying and she hugged me tightly. She told me to lay down and sleep while she cleaned up my room. I told her to get me an ice pack and that I would explain everything after my nap because I was really heartbroken and tired.

She got me my ice pack and I put it on my head and she bandaged my wrist and told me not to cut ever again and then I took a nap.

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HAHAJWJWJWJJAJAJ HEY GUYS !!!

I'm seriously so sorry I haven't posted in like forever, i ran out of ideas and i recently found out that #Kiandrea broke up and I cried so I decided to make this chapter and I cried while making this! ):

Anyways this is pretty long because I felt bad for not posting in a long time !(:

Byeee love you guys <3