chapter 7

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I didn't want this thing inside of me. This baby that belonged to a killer.

What if it ends up like him. What if it becomes a killer like him. I haven't stopped crying since. I'm so upset. I don't even care if he doesn't want this baby because I don't want it either.

I have to tell people soon. Like my mom, my uncle, aunt...What will they say? I don't know because I haven't got a boyfriend. They'll want to know who the father is.

But they haven't got one. I'm not even calling Jeff the father of this baby. I had an idea but I probably wouldn't work.

I would try and get a boyfriend have sex with him then I would say I was pregnant and then he would think he was the father of the baby.

But then it made me feel guilty. Having the baby and It looking like Jeff and not him then he would accuse me of cheating then I would be stuck.

I needed to do something abortion? Try and kill it myself? Adoption? Or keep it? Well I know I didn't want to keep it. But something made me a little excited finding out I was pregnant.

I love babies. Just not Jeff's! It would be dangerous to keep it. And abortions were just cruel.

So I decided adoption. I wasn't really going to miss it because I didn't want it anyway.

I made up my mind I would put it up for adoption. It would be better off with a real family. With a mom and dad that cares about it.

I tried to get the thought of the baby out of my head. Put the more I tried the more I imaged holding it in my arms.

"No, you can't keep it." I shouted at myself

"Oh so your killing our baby?" I heard Jeff snarl.

"it's my baby! Not yours. You said you didn't want it!" I said through my teeth.

"Well I won't be able to love it because I can't love...but I could bring it up to be a killer like me." He said looking at me

"No my baby will not be like you." I was screaming

"I'm sparing your life here. I'm not killing you...yet"

"Yet!" I shouted

" Well you'll carry the baby then when you've had it..your finished"

"Why do you want the baby! You won't be able to take care if it" I snarled

"That's it...You'll bring the baby up and when he or she becomes 10 I'll have it to bring it up into a killer then I'll kill you."

I was shaking he was never going to leave me alone. I was never going to get a break!

"But you said your self you can't love y-you said!" I repeated to him

"Well I don't want to love it! I want to make it become a killer."

He sounded pissed so I just sat there. I wanted to cry. I didn't want to be a mom to a killer. I didn't want it to have a life like that.

"Well if the father is a killer." His grin became wider. "Then the mother should be one to."

I looked at him horrified.

"I can't. I can't I don't want to be a killer." I managed to choke out.

"Who said you've got a choice" he chuckled.

I felt tears fill up in my eyes

We walked through the cold dark streets till we got to a house.

"I've been watching the people in this house" He said

Exactly what he was doing he said 'watching' more like stalking.

"This is my next victims house. And your going to help me kill them."

"N-no" I choked

"You don't have a choice!" He shouted at me baring his yellow teeth.

I hid my face in my hands.

"Come on!" He growled at me.

We tiptoed through the back. He looked around.

"Climb through that window then open the back door." he commanded

I whimpered but there was no point disobeying him.

I climbed thorough the window careful to not make any noise. I opened the back door and Jeff pushed past me.

"Upstairs" he said

We walked up he put his knife to my back.

We stood outside a room. He pushed open the door.

He passed me the knife.

"Do it" he Said

I walked over to the woman lying in the bed I held up the knife and covered my eyes

"I can't do this" I said

He glared at me.

A tear rolled down my cheek.

I held up the knife then stabbed her in the heart she let out a scream. But as soon as she started she stopped.

"Sweet dreams" i whispered

Then the husband woke and looked up. I threw the knife at Jeff and he caught it by the blade.

Jeff stabbed him in the chest the blood was everywhere. He grinned

and looked down on the bodies.

I got to my knees and cried. I killed an innocent man and woman. I was just as cold hearted as Jeff now.

I was a monster for going through with this.

I felt so guilty for letting  him talk me into this. I felt like a joke like a puppet. And he controlled me.

I looked up and Jeff was getting the money from the woman's purse.

"How can you do that! You just killed an innocent man and woman and now your stealing there money!"

He laughed at me.

"You killed the woman not me" he said

"You made me! I don't understand why?"

"Because this means the baby has a better chance of being a killer it's self."

"I will never hold that knife again" I spat

He laughed.

"No you will Lily, you will"

"Your a monster! And you will never have anyone or anything to love or to love you back"

I was shocked at my out burst but didn't care.

"And you think I care?"

"Well you will never have a family of your own. No one to call your wife no children. You are a nothing."

He stared at me for a while then said

"Okay then you will be my wife or my wife who is my slave you will do what I say and rise the baby into a killer just like us"

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