first crush ; fillie (completed)

chapter 5

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finns POV

     I texted Millie when I got back to my room hoping she would reply, but she didn't. I crawled into my bed and tried to fall asleep but it was no use, my head was swarmed with thoughts.

     Why was Millie crying, what did she want to tell me, does she like me?

     I thought about that last question, did Millie like me? I mean it would explain why she got so upset when she heard I was going on a date with Blair.

      Oh no, I forgot I posted a picture of Blair and I! Millie must have seen it. God why am I so stupid sometimes

     I grabbed my phone and unlocked it, my home screen was frozen from the amount of notification I was getting.
     And they were
     All
     About
     Millie.

      "how could you do this to Millie" , "what about fillie?", "OMG milllie must be so upset!"
     I read through the comments for a good while, each one I read made my heart ache more and more. I couldn't believe people thought Millie liked me?

     What am I going to do, I can't just delete the picture that will make it worse, It doesn't matter, we'll be going back to LA tommorow and I won't have to worry about Blair upsetting Millie anymore. I'm gonna really miss Blair, she was so nice and thoughtful, but I don't think I felt the same way about her...

     The next morning
I slowly opened my eyes, everything was calm and peaceful. Last nights memories came rushing back and I snapped my eyes closed.

     Millie, I need to talk to her and find out why she was so upset. I need to know if she has feelings for me.

I checked the time, 10:43 still 1 hour before we had to leave. I texted Gaten and asked where he was, he said he was hanging out with everyone in Millie's and Sadies room again. I put on a grey t shirt and some jeans and my bomber jacket and walked out the door. When I arrived at Millie's room it was silent.

Huh, that's really odd, I thought Gaten said that everyone was inside? hm maybe they left??

I knocked on the door, Sadie opened the door and pulled me inside.

"Woah what was that for"
"Nothing, you and Millie are going to talk about what happened last night and we're not letting you out until you do"

Everyone stared at me and slowly left the room, except for Millie who was sitting on the edge of the bed, not even daring to look at me. Once they had all left I walked over to Millie's bed and sat down beside her.

"Millie.. what's wrong? you weren't answering my texts last night"
"It's just, I don't know how to say it. When I saw you with Blair I got really upset and I don't know why I did"

Millie burrowed her face in her hands and began to cry, I put my hand on her back and said,

"Millie you have nothing to worry about, Blair is just my friend, she may like me but I don't feel the same way. And anyway we're leaving today so you won't have to worry about her again"

I gave her a sweet smile and pulled her into a hug, I could feel her crying come to a stop and she hugged back.

I can't believe she was that upset, I feel so awful that I put her through that.

We broke the hug and I wiped a tear from her face, she smiled at me with her pretty brown eyes and leaned into my shoulder.

"Finn?"
"Yeah mills?"
"Are we still friends?"
"Of course, why would you think that?"
"Well it's just, sometimes you hang out with the others more than me, and you talk to them more"
"Milllie"
"Yeah?"
"That's because when I'm around you I get nervous and I don't know what to say, around the guys I'm fine and I can talk without making a complete fool of myself. But with you.. it's different"

She took her head off my shoulder and smiled. I grabbed her hand and gave it a squeeze to show her that I cared and I hoped she was happy again.

God she looks so beautiful like that, I could almost kiss her..

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I hope you all enjoyed this chapter, I left it on a bit of a cliff hanger ;). I was so happy when I saw that ST had won a SAG award I was screaming and I almost cried.

This photo is so cute and they both look so happy! I might not publish as much this week as I have a couple of tests but I'll try my best! See you later💛