first crush ; fillie (completed)

chapter 11

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Millie's POV
     'Who are you' the words echoed in my head like a broken record. How could he not remember me, I've missed him so much and now that he's finally awake..he doesn't remember.

Finns POV
      "Where am I, who are you, what's going on?", I panted, my mind was racing trying to piece memories together. It was too much for me and I felt my eyes roll back as I saw a bright flash of light.

2 hours later (9:43 am)
      I was awoken to the sound of footsteps pacing across my room, it was that girl again with the brown hair. When she noticed I was awake she ran out of the room and started yelling for a doctor, she really scares me sometimes.

     Nurses and doctors rushed into my room and began hammering some with questions, I couldn't keep track of what they were saying and my head started spinning. I pressed my hands against my ears and started to cry, I didn't know why I was crying, I guess it was all too much for me to handle.

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Millie's POV
      I've never seen Finn like this, ever. It was like he was a newborn and couldn't handle any of his newfound sounds or sights. My heart ached for him, I just wanted to pull him into a hug and kiss him. He was crying and rocking back and forth on his hospital bed, the doctors tried to calm him down but it only made it worse.

      "Finn-finn please, calm down", I begged, I couldn't handle seeing him like this. It shattered my heart into a million pieces every time I had to see him in this pain, the pain I caused.

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Finns POV
     My eyes were clouded with tears. I slowly took my hands away from my ears and stopped rocking, the brown haired girl was crying and shaking.

      I need to remember her, I have too

     "W-who are you, where am I?", I choked, my throats was dry and cracked from crying and my eyes stung with tears.

      "Finn, you are at the hospital, we will explain everything very soon but first we need you to answer some questions, do you think you can do that?", one of the doctors asked. I nodded my head and wiped my tears off my face.

      "Ok, so first can you tell us your name and your birthday?", I searched my brain for these memories for a full minute before responding.

    "Um it's- Finn wolfhard, and my birthday is, it's-um December 23rd, 2002", I responded, I wasn't sure if I was right but as soon as I finished talking everyone's faces lit up with happiness, "was I right?", the doctors responded with an excited yes and continued to ask me questions.

1 hour later
      The sun was shining through my window and left traces of speckling light all over the room. Suddenly 4 other people, 3 boys and a girl, ran into my room and up to my bedside. I didn't recognize them, I know I should but I just can't, I can't.

     "Finn! Finn your ok!", the curly haired one smiled, they all seemed very excited but I knew their happiness was about to slip away.

      "I'm-I'm sorry, who are you?",I stuttered, their faces filled with dread and they all exchanged shocked faces with each other.

      "Wait you don't remember us? Gaten Caleb Noah and Sadie?", he replied. I sadly shook my head and began to cry, I couldn't help it, I felt awful for not being able to remember. I hated it, I hated this feeling so much.

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I hope you all enjoyed this chapter! This book has taken a turn to the sad side oml. I'm really bad at describing scenes so if you don't understand something make sure to leave a comment and I'll get back to it as soon as I can! Will Finn every regain his memories? Keep reading to find out heheh. See you next time!💛