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Nikki
After Hyunseung left i went through the fridge and boxes of Budweiser trying to drink as much as I could to just get rid of the pain make it all numb but all I could do was drink and cry if he didn't believe me I knew no one else would. Nothing could take away the pain I was hurting everyone by being here, all that was going through was maybe it would be easier if I died maybe hurt myself instead of others? I looked down at myself and looked at my wrists cuts everywhere, did my mind take over. It was all I could do its what I decided to do hurt myself instead of others.
I walked out of the trailer the sun burning my eyes I felt light headed I couldn't walk the blood just dripped down my arms and on the ground. I walked towards the weaponry everyone still looked at me like some monster, I wanted it to stop we lived in a world where the dead out ran the living I couldn't live like that, I needed to end everything for myself before someone hung me out to dry and left me there to become one of them.
"NIKKI!"Mathura
I ran to the house where everyone was visiting Liya and they all turned to me "Mathura whats wrong?!" Ilhoon asked walking over "Its Nikki, Riyoung is with her, shes in the weaponry shes bleeding her wrists, she wont put the gun down" I started to cry harder I felt like I had a part in this none of us were there for her none of us listened to her. Hyunseung shot up and bolted out the door Followed by Chanseul Tao and Suga while the others sat there looking they they were trying to take in what I just said while Liya looked like it didn't phase her.
Riyoung
"NIKKI!" I yelled seeing her hold a gun to herself "put it down" I said softly but she wouldn't listen "Nikki please" Mathura called and she looked up "like everyone said i shot Liya it was my fault no one believes my side, just shoot myself feel her pain it will be even" she cried and Mathura ran off "Nikki where you're aiming could kill you put the gun down" I said taking slow steps towards her "Zico and Jay you would just leave them?" I asked looking at the blood covering her lower arms and hands trying not to cry "how do you know they aren't dead they have been gone with Mino and Yongguk for three days now" she cried and I just let out a small breath I quickly ran to her and ripped the gun from her hand and threw it causing her to fall into me and cry.
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Blood Not Flesh
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