It wasn't always this way, I wasn't always seen as a boy in my family, they use to call me their little princess, their babygirl, til one day I chopped my hair off, they had cried over my hair,how long and beautiful it was. I had told them people will think I am a girl if I have long hair, I also told them I would prefer to be called Devin and that I am not a she, I am a he and to please stop pretending that I am something I am not.
My mom didn't take it very well, my dad however tried his best to help her through it.
I think it's cause he wanted a son, and now he has one. It took a bit, but after he finally convinced his parents to get him on estrogen blockers and a binder he was able to pass alot better, he had also been able to convince his dad to legally change his name to Devin and enroll him in school as male, he still remembered the 3yrs ago when he had been bullied alot due to his gender and he really didn't want to go through that again, due to being bullied severely 3 years ago, he had been homeschooled for year, while everyone had time to adapt to calling him Devin and male pronouns, he had gotten a haircut, new clothes, new binder, he had finally been able to save for a packer as well. His parents had talked to the school who knew of what was going on. This was his second year back in school, he was nervous and hoped that no one had recognized him from way back. He had gotten taller, and had seemed to be passing better, the previous year wasn't as bad as the year before but he had hoped this one was better,after he transitioned,and everyone actually seemed to be complying with the correct names and pronouns his grades seemed to be going up, soon bringing him to the top of the class, the teachers how ever---quite familiar with bullying, did not bring this up with anyone aside from him, but regardless of not saying anything, it was clear the teachers favored him, the students thought it was merely cause he got his work done quickly and quietly and didn't talk alot.
Devin didn't know what this year would be like, but he certainly hoped it would be a good one, and at the very least he wanted to avoid the school bully Derek Williams, Derek didn't have alot of real friends in his opinion-just cronies that were scared of him, so they just tagged along. He was deep in thought about the school year when suddenly he realized if he didnt' get a move on he would be late, although he could usually get past detention for being late, he didn't like making a habit of it.
The day seemed to have started off smoothly, he had walked to school, and no one had something anything or called him names, or misgendered him,it seemed like it was going to be smooth, well that is until he saw a crowd surrounding what he thought was a very cute boy and the school bully, he got a little closer to hear,but not enough for the bully to notice him right away, he was in the boy's face, yelling at him about how he will never be a real boy '--and it's high time everyone here knows it! This GIRL has been fooling all of you! she isn't a boy! she doesn't even have a di-- I had had enough and punched him square in the jaw Did I really just do that? I don't even know this boy, well guess it's time to finish this, plus this cute boy really doesn't deserve this,I had seen him looking at me curiously, suddenly I felt a wave of confidence as I continued in on the bully.
''Look you little BITCH, you might feel high and might feel high and might for picking on my friend here, but I can guarentee if you mess with him again, I will make you feel so low, even the grass will appear hight than you! You have no right to misgender him and shame on you for thinking you did, you think you are big and bad for picking on him? No man, matter of fact, you know what that tells me? Your self-esteem is about as small as your dick if not smaller. It's about time someone put you in your place, now I'm gonna give you til about the count of 3-if I'm nice--for you to get the hell out of here before I cause some real damage, cause this honey--this is just a warmup.
he looked super pissed, but you could tell he was on the verge of leaving
---whatever mantranny! yeah 'Devin' Don't think I don't know about you too! you are a psycho! Both of you! and don't think this is the end of me you Trannys! I'll be back and when I am you will regret what you said'' and with that he left, soon disappearing into his next class.
Meanwhile, as I watched him leave, I had noticed this boy staring at me,almost as though he was in complete shock, it was really quite cute, but I couldn't just leave him hanging despite how adorable he looked, he finally seemed to notice he was staring
--Um..th...thank you for standing up for me..and sorry for staring..I've..just...I've never had anyone stand up for me before..and just...thank you.
This boy is seriously cute,plus he's just like me..so I don't have to worry about him judging me at all....I wonder what he thinks of me..he doesn't even know me, but I can't just let him go, he seems like he would be such a sweet guy...but I don't even know if he swings that way, oh what am I thinking???!! I don't even know him! well I faked confidence through the fight and that got me through, maybe the same will apply this time...couldn't hurt right?
--Don't even worry about it man, hey, I know you don't know me at all, but I would love to get to know you, plus I think you are really cute,where did that come from? what do you say to walking to barnes and nobles after school, grabbin a bite to eat, then hitting up hot topic and spencers? then afterwards we can talk and play videio games. Even if you don't 'swing that way' it's perfectly fine, I would rather have you has a friend than nothing..
Did I really just say that?! Great, now he knows I'm interested him in 'that way' and he might not even wanna talk me again...crap I hope I didn't screw this up.
He looked like he was in shock, but he looked incredibly adorable too seeing as he was blushing so furiously, he seemed to be deep in thought and shock at the same time, suddenly he seemed to realize that he was spacing out majorly
---I'm sorry....I was deep in though...but um yeah we can do that
I was more ecstatic about it than I cared to show. ''Well if you don't want detection after school to take away from our time, we better head to class, but don't worry, I'm quite a teacher's favorite, so I can pull you out of trouble this time if we don't take any longer, who's clas do you have next?
--he had handed me is scheduled and as soon as I looked through it, I was thrilled to see he had all the same classes and even had the same lunch as I did..this year was going to be a good one.
oh? would you lookie here cutie what was it with me and this boy? --we have all the same classs plus the same lunch, looks like we ahve plenty more time to get to know each other after our date..oh did I say date? oh well, you can call it a date if you want, I won't stop you;] anyways, let's get walking, and with that we walked to class together, both anxiously awaiting for after school to take place.
TO BE CONTINUED!
AUTHOR'S NOTE:hope you enjoyed it! I had not planned on doing this, so it was a bonus chapter, Devin felt the need to have voice too in this book. anyways, let me know what you think!
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