I am your SON.

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It wasn't always like this. Dakota wasn't always this happy...this free..he didn't always have a boyfriend. He was actually quite the opposite. 

It started with a name change, a pronoun change, and a haircut. 

Dakota knew he wasn't like other boys, he was constantly being called a girl, he didn't understand it. He was a boy, why did everyone think he was a girl? He didn't have boobs,he knew he didn't have the bottom half he should have, but people didn't see that half so why did they say he was a girl? maybe it was because of his dead name...he didn't understand it. 

He would tell his mom he was a boy, but she;just like kids, insisted otherwise

it wasn't long before he started thinking maybe it was the clothes, the hair, the name. 

He started to change it all. No longer would he accpt that people thought he was a girl. 

He cut his hair off, took some of his brothers clothes, and introduced himself as Dakota. 

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**Time skip to when he was starting to show signs of puberty and at this time he is going through alot of major dsyphoria and starting to notice just how different he his from most boys**

his mother didn't take this too well at all ''but honey I am SURE this is just a phase---you are my babygirl, and you are so beauti---

MOM------I AM NOT YOUR DAUGHTER. I am your SON. I know it is hard to accept that who you think is your 'beautiful babygirl' is actually your handsome son, but that is what unconditional love is--loving me despite the fact that I'm not like the other boys, mom, I know this is hard for you--but can you imagine how I must feel? I'm going to be developing parts that a normal boy doesn't and it scares the freaking hell out of me!

I would like you to respect me as a person and would like to be referred to has 'He'/'Him'/'His...I wanna be known as your son, your handsome boy, the brother, not the sister, the prince, not the princess, Dakota, not my birthname..and mom...please can you PLEASE try getting me something to block all these terrible things from happening? I think there is a thing called 'estrogen blockers' I think those might help alot with stopping these things. please mom. please consider it. Considering you are new to all of this, I think you should know more of what I am speaking on. 

I have done alot of research, so I could see if I was alone in this. I'm not. 

The medical term for what I go through is called 'transgender' which is basically when the sex doesn't align with the gender--sex is external, gender is internal. most people are cisgender---which is where the sex aligns with the gender---I do not fall into the catagory of cisgender. Transgender guys are like normal guys, but we don't have the correct parts and so we suffer a great deal from that socially, mentally, emotionally. because we don't have the correct parts, we are often misgendered, and half to go into the wrong restroom, which takes a toll on us emotionally since we basically feel like we are lying every time we have to go to the restroom, it takes a toll on us when we look in the mirror and see we aren't like normal guys--not in the physical sense. It takes a toll when we can't take our shirts off at the pool like normal guys can. It takes a toll when we get called our dead name, it takes a toll when even if we want to wear makeup as a GUY we just get told we are 'confused' but if a cisguy does it---it's just fine--it doesn't mean he is a girl. It takes a toll when we are called 'confused tomboys', 'dyke', 'butch', 'wannabe', 'tranny', just because we don't look the part. I don't really care what society makes of me, but I don't feel right with this development mom, and I don't have the parts I should, and I wake up,look in the mirror, hoping that this is just a terrible nightmare and then I see it isn't because everyone just still thinks I am a confused girl, well I'm not a girl! I'm a boy stuck with this girl body, and I can't do anything about it without your consent. The earlier someone begins transition----the smoother it goes. I'm not asking you to change everything over night----even though that would be awesome, what I'm asking you to do is let me be myself, let me see a gender therapist so I can see what to do about these changes before they get out of control. 

look Dakota..I can't promise anything, but I will try doing research on this and see what I can do...in the meanwhile..how about you go upstairs and see if maybe you can find a gender therapist if I do decide that as the route to go...and In the meanwhile I'll look more up on this topic okay? 

AUTHOR'S NOTE:This has been edited slightly, but I think it is actually BETTER than before, this story has been moved for the mere reason that I was originally going to do a 'oneshot' the characters in my story though had different ideas, and so due to this potientially being an actual story[longer than 5-6 chapters] I have moved it to be an actual book called 'DAKIN-A NEW FANDOM' I do plan on spreading this fandom and potientially working in some 'fanart' mainly because this couple is CUTEAF and if you don't think DAKIN is cute, maybe you skipped your meds and it's messing with your cuteness perception lol. anyways, hope you like this DAKIN let me know what you think x3  also Don't be a silent reader! even if your cuteness perception is caput, I still wanna hear your thoughts and opinions! anyways, that is all for now!

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