He was heading to class, he had hoped this day would get better, he had just made a fool of himself in front of his crush and his face was still hurting from the punch but he would die before he complained about it to anyone about it. Just as he was deep in though about how bad his day already was, he once again been bumped into, but this time it was by a girl, he couldn't help but stare at her for a minute, it took a minute, but he came to realization that this girl, was once called Curtis. He was dumbfounded. He didn't know what to do. He had already been made a fool for downing a transman, he wasn't going to make the same mistake with this girl. ''Um.......Hi....um....I'm Derek....Derek Williams...Um...I don't want to be rude.....but you look awfully familiar........was your name previously Curtis by any chance? Don't worry...if it was..I won't out you by any means...I'm curious....I really miss my best friend...and well..if you are her...than I would love it if we could hang out sometime......if you aren't then I am awfully sorry if you felt offended in any way...
She was blushing terribly,it was clear she didn't know what to say, but she had finally managed to find her voice....''yes........that..was my ....previous name...but I haven't held that name since I was 6yrs old......how did you.....recognize me?
He didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable, truth was..he didn't actually recognize her..it was the aura around her, it always seemed pretty like her. It was part of what drew him to her to begin with, as a child he thought his aura felt quite pretty for a guy. He didn't understand it, he just kinda of went with it. He didn't really wanna scare her away...but he couldn't lie to her either. When he was around her----even though she was a girl, he always felt comfortable and somehow complete Ugh, what is wrong with me? Didn't I not just too long ago, thought I had a crush on that boy, and now this girl...my girl..but not really mine..ugh. am I manwhore? Is that is? But that isn't what this feels like...dammit, I'm staring again, I should probably go ahead and answer her question..
Well the truth is....I wasn't able to actually recognize you...you have always held this beautiful...aura about you. I'm sorry I made you really uncomfortable by kissing you....I honestly didn't know what came over me, and ever since then I've been in emotional turmoil trying to figure out how to deal with everything..
"Look...I know you still like me---I can feel it...and I wanna give you a chance, but you gotta understand, I have always liked you way more than I should, so I have to protect myself..so maybe we can ya know...just start off as friends? But I will tell you this. I am a huge believer in anti-bullying. So if you want to be friends with me---there will be no bullying for any reason. Do we have a deal? I wanna be friends with the REAL you and bullying people Derek? That's not the real you and you know it.
..I sighed in defeat. I knew she was right, it wasn't who I really was, and I didn't enjoy doing it either. It was going to take alot now to undo all the damage I had done, but I really felt like she was worth it..
It took a min for me to realize I still hadn't gone to class. I decided it was in my best interest to just skip the rest of today, I think I should just run away, I'm so tired of getting beaten at home daily by my dad, he's always drinking and when he doesn't have enough money for his drug habit, he takes all his anger and withdrawal issues out on me, I hide my bruises well though and I hope that Christina never finds out. Although I accept Christina as she is...I don't think that name fits her at all. I think the name Lilth would fit her better, I bring this to her attention before heading out the door.
Oh? and Christina? I know you are trying to fit your name close to your last one...but I think the name Lilith Parker would would suit you better, let me know if you need any help in legally changing it either way okay? You know I'm always here for you.
and with that, he left.
TO BE CONTINUED.
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