It all started with a goodbye.(Book 2)Levixsuicidal! skater!reader(DISCONTINUED)

Panic attacks (part 5)

Ignore the Eren bit. 😂
Levi's POV

It's now been 5 months, 3 weeks and 5 days from the accident. Was it even an accident? What actually happened? I've stopped believing in Hanji's words of reassurance and eyebrow's words. I can't even stand looking at her face anymore, so I haven't visited her in over  a month. Of course it killing me. I can't touch her, look at her, I can't even think about her, everything's blurry. Not only that, but her brother is still playing on my mind. If he left her, why would he come back now, when she's...ill, after such a long time?

Joe's POV (decided to give him a name. Sorry if you don't like it, change it if you like.)

I left her all those years ago and this is what it's come to. It's not something I have to question now, I ruined her life, it's my fault she's like this. The truth is, I left to work. We were low on food and I was almost certain she wouldn't survive the winter. Neither of us would. I left one night and sent a letter to Melanie. I hate the woman, hate her with a passion, but I hate our father more. I knew he'd beat her and treat her like trash, but this was the only way. If only there was a way I could've taken her with me, I wouldn't have hesitated and left with her and not left her.

I came back to take her from Melanie. I know that she may hate me but I need to explain to her what happened. Right now I have over 2 million in my bank account. It may seem like a lot but I bet we can eat through it almost too quickly, with all the bills and living necessities it can be a short time before we need to go to work again.

When I left England, I left for New York and got a well paying job. I would've sent the money to Melanie or my father but they wouldn't give it to her, I'm almost certain of that. I worked for 5 years and now I come back with 2 mill in the bank, ready to take my sister back.

Levi
3rd person POV ??? I think. 

7 month mark. (2nd week of April. Let's just go with that.)

"Levi."

"Shut up."

"I'm sorry, but we need to talk about it."

"Fine. What do you want to tell me?"

Hanji exchanged glances with 'the squad', which consisted of: Petra, Eld, Gunther, Oluo ( tbh idek how to spell it and idc anymore.) and of course Hanji. All of them were uncertain if they should talk about this, after all, it was a touchy subject. "How come...ho..how come you don't visit her anymore?" Hanji managed to splutter out. His head stayed low, but steel grey eyes snapped up to meet hazel brown irises. He did not say anything but continued listening. "We thought you..-" Petra started but got a jab in the ribs from Eld. "Don't you mix us into this. This is your sick obsession and your sick thought." He scolded. Petra did no more than slightly glare at Eld but smile once turning back to Levi. "I think you should forget her. It's not like she's waking up and besides, you're waiting for something that it's going I happen, you should open you're eyes, Levi. Look what's right in front of you." She gave him a cocky smile which made both Levi and Hanji's, along with the rest of the congregations blood boil. "I see we are alike Petra." Levi started, eyes only shifting to meet Petra's honey ones. "We're both waiting for something that isn't going to happen, we both should open our eyes. You more than me, because I believe that she'll wake up, but you're still persistent in thinking I'll do you! Guess what, Petra! I'm not interested, and I gave you multiple hints and clues, yet you still don't understand! Now I'm sorry if this seems harsh, but I'm going to tell you slowly and then you'll leave me alone. I.AM.NOT.INTERESTED.IN.DATING.YOU!" Levi did not shout but definitely raised his voice. His arms weren't wrapped around his knees anymore and one leg remained up against his chest, while the other was flat on the floor. Petra smirked. "Levi, I think I can change your mind." She whispered and moved towards him. Levi's eyes furrowed and he was ready to protect himself but was not ready for what was coming. A pair of lips connecting themselves to his. The whole congregation was shocked and Levi did not hesitate to push her off harshly. "Her lips!" Levi yelled as he got up. He was panicking and his breath became short and ragged. "Her lips." He kept muttering as he slouched down the nearby tree with his knees close to his chest, eyes shut tight, rocking backwards and forwards, hands gripping his hair. Obviously Hanji was first to run up to him, comforting him the best she could. "Levi! Hey! Talk to me!" She called out to him. His now-bloodshot eyes widened and met her own. "Her lips, the last thing she did, was kiss me. She,...kissed..me. ITS GONE!!!! SHES GONE!!! SHES GOING TO DIE !!! I know she...she's going to leave me..." he yelled but sunk into Hanji's embrace, soon finding it comforting and drifting off into a light slumber.

Hanji proceeded to carry Levi's small frame to her car and drive him home. The raven haired teenager had already woken up and thanked Hanji a million times but had also almost forced her to take him to see her. Hanji, however, had managed to talk him into taking a rest after a...peculiar and rather unpleasant event. Thankfully the raven complied, in the end, making Hanji grateful as she did not have the nerve or energy to argue.

Due to her tiredness, Hanji crashed the night on Levi's couch. That was the initial plan, yet the raven refused to let her sleep on the couch after all she had done for him. The couch was abnormally comfortable and almost like a bed, yet the raven insisted that she sleep on his bed. He used the excuse of: 'it's rude for housekeepers to let their guests to sleep on the couch'. Therefore, the brunette had upgraded to sleep on the ravens bed. And boy was it comfortable.

1111 words.

Fun fact, I officially planed this out completely different to what it turned out but I kinda like it...? Idek. I'm planning on keeping chapters for this book around 1000-2000 words.

If you have any suggestions or questions or anything please feel free to either message me or comment on this. ☺️☺️☺️ see ya!