By Kittenn
No more tears for three days?
Achievement bang matatawag?
Maybe...
But for me it's a YES!
You know why?
Because I can't open his facebook anymore, wala na akong balita.
Just kidding!
I can still open his facebook. I always open it.
Haha! Haha!
Oh! I'm laughing?
Know why?
Because I found someone else.
Again! Just kidding!
No more cry before sleep , and I laugh more.
But still, I'm hurting inside.
Because, I finally made a decision.
Desisyon na magpapalaya sa'kin na h'wag ng umasa pa at magbubukas ng panibagong sakit.
Bakit hindi mo nalang bitawan?
Hindi na uso ngayon ang second chance.
"Ang kaTANGAhan hindi ginagawang bisyo 'yan, pag masakit na pwede ka nang mag-let go."
"Hindi ka niya deserve. "
Ilan lang 'yan sa mga salitang nagmula sa mga kaibigan ko.
Lahat naman sila may punto, may gustong ipaglaban.
But...
Gusto kung pagbigyan iyong sarili ko.
Tanga na kung tanga. Martir na kung martir.
Basta magawa ko 'yung gusto ko, mapakita ko sa sarili ko na ginawa ko 'yung makakaya ko, bumalik lang ka lang, maayos lang tayo ulit.
Pero kung hanggang sa huli hindi parin ako ang piliin mo.
Tatanggapin ko.
Atlist I give my all to win you back.
I can move on and move forward for this kind of pain, who's killing me inside.
Wala na rin akong pagsisisihan, hindi ko na sisisihin 'yung sarili ko na
"bakit hindi mo pinaglaban?"
"bakit hindi binawi?"
Alam ko rin sa huli ako parin ang masusunod at madedesisyon.
Kaya...
I will give my last "card".
For this kind of "craziness".
To stop this "insanity" of mine.
Can we meet?
I want to give it a "chance",
If there is an "us" at the end.
Nakaka-baba man ng tingin sa sarili ko pero...
Can I hug you,
For the last time?.
So I can feel you, and pretend that you still mine.
Can I kiss you,
for the last time?.
So I will remember your lips when I close my eyes.
YOU ARE READING
My HEART
Romance"Expecting too much, can hurt you too much" "In God's time you will be happy forever"
