Navy Love

6 Love

Two years later**

Ivan and I have been dating for two years now. We've meet each other's families and they both love us. Ivan's parents live in New York. We have traveled from place to place touring around when we can. We have docked in Pairs. Ivan and I are going to tour around.  I get off of my shift in an hour. "Harley?" Ivan pops his head in the door.  "Hey love." I smile at him and wrap my arms around his neck."I can't  wait to tour the city of love with you! I've been looking forward to this all day!"  He looked down at me unhappy. I kiss him but he doesn't kiss back. I pull back and look at him. "Ivan? What's wrong?"  "I've been thinking." He backs up from me. "What?"  "I want to tour the city alone."  "Why alone?" I ask him.  "I need a break." He tells me. I look up at him shocked. "A break from me?"  "Yes, I want to be alone." He looks at the floor.  "So is that it? We are over?" I ask with tears in my eyes.  "No, we aren't over.i just want to go alone." He looks up at me.  "But it's Paris." I tell him.  "I know we will go tomorrow." He tells me.  "What am I suppose to do? Sit here alone while you tour Paris? While you get to tour one of my dream places without me?" I get mad.  "Just today."  "Why?" I ask him. "I told you I want a break. I need to go alone and that's how it's going to be." He began to get frustrated  with me.  "What's this really about? Do you not love me anymore? If you don't then just tell me. Don't play my feelings." I say as tears run down my cheeks.  "I knew you would be upset." He sighs starring at the ceiling. "Why?"  "Harley, I want to go alone. I need to do something okay! I'll take you tomorrow."  "FINE GO ALONE! GO HAVE FUN IN MY DREAM CITY!" I yell at him.  "I WILL!" He yells back then storms out of the room. I sit on a bed and hold my face in my hands. "Harley? You okay?" Zak asks me.  I quickly wipe my face and get up. "Yeah I'm fine."  "No your not. I heard the whole thing. What happened?" He asks me.  "Ivan wants to tour the city alone. He said he wants a break from me."  "Don't worry about it. He still loves you." He rubs my back. "You think so?"  "I know so." He smiles at me.  "How about you and I go tour the city?" He offers.  "I don't know." I sigh.  "Come on. It will Be fun."  "No, I can't do that's to Ivan."  "He won't know. Plus it's not like anything will happen."  "Thanks, but I think I'll just stay here." I decline him.  "Suit yourself." He then leaves. I finish up my shift then go to my room. He doesn't love me anymore. I lay on my bed letting the tears drop down my face. We were suppose to get married. The girls come in the room trying to make me feel better. I then cry myself to sleep.  

"Maylshkia, wake up." Ivan shakes me.  "Fuck off." I roll over.  "I'm sorry. I had to do something. I brought you something." He tells me softly. I ignore him. "Maylshkia, don't be like this. I'll explain tomorrow." He tells me. "Explain now. Why do you want a break from me? What did I do wrong?" I tell him. "Nothing. I had to buy you a present. I didn't want you to see it. Your getting it tomorrow." He tells me.  I turn over to him to see he was smiling.  "Really?"  "Yes, I said I needed a break because I needed an excuse to leave alone." He explained.  "You still love me?"  "With all of my heart." He smiles. "I love you too." I smile back.  "Now come on down. I brought you something." He says with his hands behind his back. I get down from my bed and he hands me red roses. "Your favorite." He smiles widely at me. All the anger the sadness washed away. My anger was replaced with joy and love. "I love them." I smile and kiss his cheek. "I'm glad you like them." He smiles lovingly at me. "Have you eaten?" I ask him. "No, we still have time for midrats." He smiles at me. (Midrats=midnight rations)  I take his hand and go to walk out of the room. "Why don't you leave your flowers here?" He chuckles. "Awe, okay." I set them down on the desk. We walk out of the room to see Zak walk into his. "I ran into him when I was out." Ivan tells me. Good thing I didn't go with Zak. Ivan would have caught me. "Yeah?"  "Yeah he was pissed. He yelled at me for making you cry. He told me to treat you better because you deserve it." He tells me. "Really?" I ask him shocked "yeah, I had to explain what I was doing." He chuckles. We walk down the hall hand in hand. We walk to the mess hall and grab some food. It was pizza! "Would you ever marry me?" Ivan asks me as he plays with his food.  "Of course I would. I love you Ivan. I want to spend everyday with you." I smile at him. Why is he asking me this now? We've talked about getting married before. "Good."  He nods his head. "Why do you ask?"  "Just curious." He shakes his head. "I'm sorry I got mad at you. I was scared you didn't love me anymore." I put my hand on his arm. He looks over at me then smirks. "Don't worry about it. I see how you got mad. It was my fault for lying to you."  "So your going to tell me tomorrow why you went with out me?"  "Yes." He smiles. "Okay." I eat my pizza. Ivan then gives me his. "I ate when I was out."  "You told me you didn't."  "Sorry, i didn't want you to get mad at me." I take his and eat it. We then go to bed.