Navy Love

9 Reveal

We have finally docked at Port. I get off the ship and head to a baby store. Ivan isnt joining me because i told him i was shopping for his birthday. Zak and i havent talked much. I bet hes still planning on shipping my ass to shore duty. I finally come to a baby store and search around. I buy a greatest dad tshirt and a boy and girl clothes to put in the bag. I place them in the gift bag I then go to target and buy him a new watch and head back to the ship. Today is Ivan's birthday. I hope hes excited to be a new dad. I go to the mess hall to see everyone sitting down having dinner. Nick was sitting by Cattie, Aaron sat with Charile, and Zak sat on the end away from Ivan and everyone. I sat between Zak and Ivan. "Open your presents." i smile at him and hand him the two bags. I hand him the one with the watch first. He opens it and smiles. "Oh i love it. I needed a new one." he puts it on. I then hand him the baby bag. "Two presents?" he looks at me confused. He then pulls out the baby clothes. "What?" he says confused. He then pulls out the dad shirt. "Harley shut up!!" Cattie covers her mouth and giggles. "World's greatest Dad." Ivan reads in english. "Oh my God." Nick smiles.  "Wait! Your pregnant?" Ivan finally figures it out. "Yes, three months." i smile.  "Maylishka, im going to be a dad?" he smiles ear to ear. "Yes." i smile and nod my head. He hugs me holding me close. "Im going to be a dad." he smiles. "Congradulations!" Aaron smiles. Everyone got up and congradulated us then sat back down. "I cant belive it. Im going to be an Aunt." Cattie smiles widely. "Best belive it." i smile. "Im going to be a dad." Ivan sighs then holds his head. I rub his back then hug him. "Wait so three months ago was the wedding. You got her pregnant on the first time?" Aaron says doing the math. "Yes." i confirm it. "Dude, thats insaine." Nick smiles.  "I'm going to be a dad." Ivan holds his head. He's shocked. I rub his back. "I can't believe this happened. I mean we are still enlisted. What are we suppose to do?"  "She's going to stay here or move to shore duty. She will then go home when she's about to deliver." Zak explains.  "Okay." Ivan nods.  "Will she get time to relax or nothing will change?" Ivan asks him.  "She's not going to get special treatment if that's what your asking. She's going to be treated the same." Zak tells him.  "But she's carrying around two people."  "She's still in the navy and has a job to do." Zak says staying calm.  "I understand." Ivan nods his head. We then go to bed. Ivan closes the door and turns to me. "Maylishika, we are having a baby!" He hugs me then puts his hand on my stomach. 

"I know." I smile and kiss him. I then heard a knock on the door. I open it to see Zak. "I brought you these." He hands me new uniforms. "They are maternity uniforms." He says as he looks at Ivan taking off his shirt. "What does he want?" Ivan comes over with his shirt off. "He gave me maternity uniforms." I tell him in English. "Thanks." Ivan tells Zak. "No problem. I hope you understand there's nothing I can do to lighten her load. If I could I would. Unfortunately she has to work the same hours and continue to be here or I can move her to shore duty to make it easier on her. I already had that talk with her she refuses to move." "Well thank you chief. Wait you knew she was pregnant?" Ivan gets mad. "She was getting sick and I asked her what was wrong and she told me." Zak explains. "You told him first?" Ivan gets mad at me. "He's my chief I was trying to get out of flying. I felt terrible, that's the day you took care of me." I explain in English. "Hey she didn't feel good. You don't need to be mad at her." Zak tries to help me out. "This is our baby not his." Ivan continued to be upset. "I know, he doesn't matter to me." "Is that where your always sneaking to in the middle of the night?" Ivan gets mad. "No, it's called the bathroom." I yell back. "I swear to god Harley if your cheating on me I will divorce you and take my child with me." "Ivan nothing is happening between us. He hates me and I don't like him." "Are you that blind? He loves you Harley!" "I have you and I don't give a flying fuck about him. I would never cheat on you." I tell him truthfully. Zak just stood there not knowing what to do or what we said. "Ivan nothing is happening between me and Zak." I tell him. "Save it Harley. I see you when your around him. You just light up when hes around. You do everything to make him happy. You are starstuck. Maybe he'll make a better husband for you!" Ivan grabs his shirt and walks out. "Ivan?!? How could you say that? Its not true." I call after him with tears in my eyes. "He's probably the father!" He yells at me. "HE IS NOT!DONT YOU DARE CALL ME A CHEATER! I HAVE BEEN FAITHFUL TO YOU!" I yell at him in English. "Whatever!!" He walks away. "Whoa." Zak finally catches on. I run after Ivan but he goes into the men's bathroom. "Ivan?!" "Go away!" "Ivan listen to me I love you and only you!" "I SAID GO AWAY!" "Harley let him cool off." Zak says softly. I follow Zak back to my room. "Why did you even say anything?" I hold my head. "I didn't know it was a secret." Zak tells me. I sit on the floor crying. My husband thinks im cheating on Him. How could he think that? I am only friends with Zak. We are nothing more than that.  "I never cheated." i cry. "I know, we both know you didnt cheat." Zak rubs my back. "Why does he think id cheat with you? You hate me." i sob.  He was silent as if he was contomplating something. "I dont know why he'd think that." zak finally says. "I love him. Ive been faithful." i contiue to cry tears of sorrow. "Your a good wife." 

"Im not good enough." i cry holding my face.  "Harley, you try your very best at everything. You never, cheat, dont lie, and your loving to him. If he cant see how good of a woman you are then he doesnt deserve you." Zak tells me sweetly. "Your perfect, your the woman every man wants. Your smart, funny, tough, sweet, caring, beautiful, and you can kick ass." he tells me.  "You think so?" i look up at him.  "Yes."  "Thanks Zak." i wipe my eyes.  "Is there anything you need?" he aks me.  "No, im good."  "alright, come see me if you want to talk or need anything." he gets up. I change my clothes and head to the bathroom. I see Ivan coming out then he went back in when he saw me. "Im transfering to shore duty. You wont have to see me. I wont be around you or Zak and i can have my child alone." i tell him from outside the entrance. He was silent. "Well goodbye." i go into the bathroom and brush my teeth. I come out and sulk to my bedroom. I then go to Zaks room. "I caused it. I think i just ruined their marriage. I only caught what Harley said in english. He thinks shes cheating on him with me." Zak tells his buddys.  "We all know thats not true." Aaron laughs.  "I feel so bad for saying anything." Zak says. I then knock on the door. Nick then opens it. "Harley. " Nick says shocked. zak then raced over to me.  "Whats wrong? Did he hurt you?" Zak asks me panicky. "No, he would never. Ive been thinking, i want to be moved to shore duty."  "what? Why?"  "i dont need to be here."  "Talk to me about it next week. If you still want to move then ill move you." he tells me lowly. He was upset by my request.  "Okay." i nod my head. I then walk slowly back to my room. I lay on the bed and stare at the ceiling. The door opens revealing Ivan. I look over at him to see he was digging in the drawer. "Ivan?" i call him softly.  "Dont talk to me." he tells me rudly. "I love you." "oh shove it." "I would never cheat on you. I love you more than anything. Your the one i married not Zak. He means nothing to me. I am only friends with him. Hes my Chief and i just want to be on his good side. He doesnt like me. All those things he did to me proves his hate to me." i spill the truth.  "Yeah, what ever. I read the note he write you when we first met.eat up beatiful love Zak." he gets mad at me. "He was just doing that to hurt me. After he wrote the note he told me how ugly i was then slapped me. You think he likes me by hitting me?"  "Yes!"  "your crazy."  "you are, im glad your moving to shore duty. I dont have to see your lying face. I dont even know why i married you." he yells in english. "ivan, you dont mean that. I love you and you love me." i weep full of heat break. "I want my ring back." he tells me as he holds his hand out. I hide my hands not wanting to give him my wedding ring. "Ivan im not cheating." i sob.  "Fine keep it." he grabs his pillow then goes to the hall. "Ivan! Please dont end our marriage because you think im cheating. Theres no proof of that, and there will never be proof. I dont love him. I love you. Isnt that enough for you? Am i not good enough? What more do you want from me?" i chase after him. "I dont want anything from you."  he snaps at me. I go in front of him and block him. "Baby, belive me. I dont love him."  "How am i suppose to believe that?" he asks. "I dont know. Please believe me. Dont leave me and our baby because of this. So what if i told him before you. I wanted to supprise you. I wanted me telling you to be special. I only told him because i was sick and i didnt want to fly." 

"Just go away." he walks past me and goes into his old room.  I sit on the ground starring at the door. I cry on the floor trying to wrap my head around everthing. I close my eyes trying to calm down. 

**Ivans pov**

"Ivan what are doing in here?" Dan asks me. "Im sleepin here tonight."  i climb to the top bunk.  "What happened?" Cody asks me.  "I think Harley's been chrating on me."  "Thats bullshit. Your with her every day. You see everyone she talks to. She lives for you man. Shes carrying your child. Theres no way for it to be anyone elses." Dylan says to me from the bottom bunk.  "Your right." I sigh. "Who do you think shes cheating with?" Cody asks me.  "Bagans." i tell them.  "Ha! As if! They hate each other" Dan laughs.  "Zak hates her guts. Remebmer when he slapped the shit out of her?" Cody says. "Yeah, i remember." i sigh. I shouldnt have gotten mad at her. I just hurt her pretty bad. Ill give her time to cool off. "You need to make it up to her." Cody tells me. "Ill find away." i sigh.  I then fall asleep. 

"Ivan wake up." someone shakes me. "What?"  "your wife is passed out on the floor covered in puke." he tells me. I race out of bed and open the door. I see Harley asleep with a pile of throw up next to her. Awe my poor baby. I rush over to her and shake her. "Harley, wake up." i say softly. "I didnt cheat." she mumbles and sits up. She was still half asleep. "Lets go to bed." i help her up. She slowly walks back to our room. "You dont love me." she begins to cry.  "I love you. Im sorry for accusing you of cheating." i apologize.  "Its okay." she lays in bed. I get in bed with her holding her close.