SF9 Imagines

Youngbin

"Should we head back now?" You ask turning to look up at your boyfriend. He smiles as he continues to swing you and his hands between the two of you. "Yeah we probably should, we said we would meet the guys back for lunch" Youngbin says as he leads the way back to his dorm.

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Youngbin opens the front door, letting you walk in first as he follows close behind. The first thing you notice when you walk in is that all the guys were sitting in the living room quietly. Your eyes land on the woman sitting in the corner of the room.

Confused you go to ask the guys when your interrupted by your boyfriend saying someone's name. The mysterious lady turns and when she sees your boyfriend her face breaks out into a smile.

"Oppa! I can't believe it's so long since we last saw each other... I saw you finally debuted and I just had to see you!" She says standing up and walking towards Youngbin. Your eyes widen when she hugs him tightly and you watch as he hugs her back.

You notice that they chat together like good friends. Walking over to Hwiyoung you ask "who is she?". He smiles sadly at you as he mumbles "she was Youngbins first love...". "Oh" is your only reply.

"Hey, he loves you now remember that" Inseong adds along having heard the conversation. You muster up a smile as you try to ignore how close the two looked.

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You sigh watching people pass by you happily minding their own business meanwhile you sat alone on the park bench. It had been four days since Youngbins ex had showed up at his dorm and you hadn't seen him since.

Feeling the tears pool up you quickly brushed them away as you tried to push away all your negative thoughts about the two together. You jump slightly when a tissue is presented in front of you. Looking up to the person you attempt to smile widely but he just frowns back at you.

"Y/N I saw you wiping your tears, you don't have to pretend in front of me" Dawon says surprisingly serious. "Are you doing out here anyways? Aren't the guys all upstairs?" You ask turning to face Dawon now.

He shrugs his shoulders in response before replying "well you looked really sad when you found out Youngbin wasn't at the dorms so I thought I'd check up on you". Smiling to him kindly you nod saying "thank you".

It's silent between the two of you for a few minutes when you decide to break the silence. "Do you think he still loves me?" You mumble making sure to not make contact with Dawon. He laughs lightly before saying "Why would you even think that? Of course he loves you Y/N", "more than her?" You ask.

Silence falls over the two of you and you shake your head feeling the tears falling again. "I knew it" you mumble before leaning your head onto the palms of your hands. "No that's not true at all Y/N" Dawon says sounding slightly panicked.

Looking to him you sigh and say seriously "they will always have this special connection together, I mean how could they not they were each other's first love... How am I suppose to compete against that Dawon... How?". He frowns sadly at you before his face turns to a determined one.

"Have you ever heard of the saying 'always pick the second person cause if you really loved the first person you wouldn't have fallen in love with the second'" Dawon says smiling encouragingly at you. You muster up a smile but you can tell he doesn't believe it as his smile turns to a frown once again.

Letting out a small breath out you look to the people walking as you say "you can't always trust what others say unless you experience it for yourself, I just feel like I'm already losing". Staring down at your feet now you watch as they swing mindlessly back and forth.

You listen as Dawon tries to say something back but you stop him laughing lightly before saying "it's fine Dawon, I know when I've lost". Dawon gasps before going to say something but you interrupt him as you stand up and say "I better go anyways, bye!".

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Walking up to the front door, empty bag in hand you take a deep breath in and out before raising your hand and knocking. You can hear someone yelling before feet shuffle closer towards you. It swings open revealing Chani standing before you. "Y/N! Your back" he says, you smile nodding your head.

Hwiyoung pops up behind him and smiles at you as you wave hello. "Oh Youngbins not here right now" Hwiyoung says and you smile sadly expecting it. "Uh.... I actually came to get something from his room that I left behind, is that alright if I just go get it?" You ask looking to the two.

They both nod as you've been in his room before. Walking inside you head straight to his room and open your bag. Opening his drawers, you start packing all your stuff into the bag unaware of Dawon having saw everything you were doing.

He walks away panicked before taking out his phone and sending a quick message to Youngbin:

If you don't want to lose Y/N, I suggest you get back now...

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Lost in the world of packing you fail to hear the sound of rapid footsteps approaching Youngbins room, it's only after the door slams shut that you turn around dropping the shirt in your hand. Your eyes widen and you blurt out "Youngbin!" shocked that he was actually here.

He walks straight pass you and pours the contents out of your bag out before putting them back into the drawers. You get up off the ground standing in front of him as you say "what are you doing?". He looks to you and says "what am I doing? I should be asking you that, I come back here to find you packing all your stuff up and you weren't even going to tell me!?".

Looking down at your feet feeling slightly guilty now, however you stay silent. "Say something Y/N, I. . I.. I don't understand" Youngbin says, you take a glance at him to see him already staring back at you sadly.

Deciding to explain you look away finding the floor interesting as you reply "I haven't seen you for the past 5 days and it just seems that ever since she came back, I've just been forgotten. I can't compete against her, you guys will always have something special and well whatever we have or had now, will never match that".

When he doesn't reply back you continue on "I love you Youngbin I really do, but I'm not going to be that person who stands between a couple that are meant for each other. Maybe I'll see you around I mean your an idol now so of course you'll going to be plastered on billboards and stuff". You laugh softly at the end before brushing pass him and kneeling next to your discarded bag.

Nothing gets put into your bag as Youngbin grabs ahold of your hand pulling you up. Looking into your eyes he smiles sadly as he says "I'm so sorry for neglecting you Y/N, I love you so much and what we have not had is the most special thing in my life, don't ever doubt that".

You look to see his hand holding yours tightly and you stand there unsure of what to say. His hand comes up and tilts your chin up to look at him. Youngbin continues speaking "I don't love her and if I'm completely honest here, I don't think I ever did... but with you, I just know that we are meant to be together and I wouldn't have it any other way. So please don't leave me Y/N, i promise to make it up to you".

Looking into his eyes you can tell how sincere he's being and you give him a small smile as you nod your head okay. "Yes!" He shouts before picking you up and kissing you deeply. Laughing into the kiss, you hear cheering from outside and blush a deep red. Your boyfriend laughs and comments "ignore them", you laugh along with him before he pulls you in for another kiss.

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