I can't be what I deserve to be,
Well at least not in this moment.
This time is fleeting.
Falling out of time.
You would not understand me,
No one really does.
What I want is all that could not matter.
I can comprehend your mind in my own mind.
You are still a darkened past memory,
Your words bite my mind,
But my useless feelings make me completely illogical.
What you put me through matters.
I apologized for yelling in your face.
You didn't want me to for you said it was so long ago,
You still don't care about me.
You always got what you wanted,
You are still an experience that has made me what I am.
You can give me anything,
But all I will do is thrust it all in your face.
Take yourself far away from me.
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Threads of Words
PoetryThese poems are simply my emotions. Most of these poems are fictionalized while some are loosely based upon my own experiences. I never thought that I would express my feelings and aspirations with anyone but myself. I surprised myself when I starte...