Who is it that I want?
Who is it that I love?
My mind keeps running all the names of guys that I thought I cared for together like a mashed up maze.
Is it only just a game that my mind is playing on me.
I didn't ask for this.
I didn't want to be in love.
Is it stupid to still see myself in your arms even after what you've done.
I have never wanted someone so badly as you.
It's not like I could jump into your arms the next time I see you.
Perhaps I could to save your ass.
I know that you wanted to see me.
What will you do when you do?
Turn the other way,
Or will you stop and stare for a while before you go.
Do you want a saga?
I wanted a love story with you,
But now what.
I've started to talk to another guy to get you out of my mind,
Which is not easily working.
I know that he likes me,
I know that you do too,
No matter what you've done.
What a mashed up love this is.
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Threads of Words
PoetryThese poems are simply my emotions. Most of these poems are fictionalized while some are loosely based upon my own experiences. I never thought that I would express my feelings and aspirations with anyone but myself. I surprised myself when I starte...
