Butterfly : Morgan Series #4 ✅

🦋 Chapter 1

Chapter 1

He is dead

He is dead

He is dead

“No! No!”

I quickly opened my eyes, napabangon ako mula sa pagkakahiga. hinihingal akong napatingin sa gilid, sakto nun nakita ko ang sariling reflection sa Full length mirror na nasa kwarto ko.

Nightmare!

a Nightmare again!

I ran my hands through my hair and pulled it a little. gosh, I dreamed again... that nightmare always haunting me, every time I sleep ganyan palagi ang napapaginipan ko. paulit-ulit!

I know its my fault but please, I want to sleep peacefully! nakokonsensya na nga ako sa nangyari noon. kung alam ko lang na ganun ang mangyayari edi sana pumayag akong makausap siya, edi sana-

I covered my face. i felt my tears running down on my face, nag-sisimula na namang lumabas ang mga luha ko. hanggang ngayon hindi pa din ako tinatantanan ng past ko, until now I still blame myself. I did everything just to forget the past but then I can't... I can't move on! is he mad at me? that's why I always had a nightmare?

“Brithania!”

I looked up when I heard my Mom's voice, I saw her standing on the door while worriedly looking at me.

She quickly walked towards me. “I heard you shout, napaginipan mo na naman ba?”

I let out a small sigh and nod.

She wiped my tears “You cried again, you always had that dream. its not your fault anak, you should move-on” she caressed my face

How can I move-on? gustuhin ko man kaso hindi ko naman magawa!

My tears started to flow again “H-how? h-how Mom? I wanted to move-on, I really want to forget my past pero hindi pa din ako tinitigilan! I did everything naman e, pero bakit ganun? palagi na lang ipinapaalala sa akin?”

Her tears flowed as she looked at me, suddenly i felt her arms around me. I leaned my head on her shoulder and cried again.

Kailan ba ako titigilan ng nakaraan ko?

Kailan?

When i woke up I quickly got up. i only slept for two hours. hindi ko na din napaginipan yung panaginip ko kaninang madaling araw. I smiled when I saw my Mother beside of me, she's still sleeping. nanatili siyang nasa tabi ko magmula kanina, imbes na si Dad ang katabi niya mas pinili niya pa rin na tumabi sa akin.

I slowly got off from the bed so she would not wake up. napuyat tuloy siya dahil sa akin!

I went to the bathroom just to take a quick bath, I need to leave early because I have a shoot later, 7 AM yung shoot so I really need to finished my morning session a.k.a routine.

Its been Three years when that incident happened, since then palagi ko na lang naaalala ang nakaraan. hanggang ngayon hindi pa din ako maka-move on, dala-dala ko pa din yung past.

I was wearing a simple dress and a pair of LV Cherry Monogram Mini lin Debbie Ballerina flats. I grabbed my sling bag on the top of my vanity chair, I kissed Mom on her cheek before left the room. hindi ko na siya ginising dahil ang himbing ng tulog niya.

When i went downstairs naabutan ko si Lyn na inaayos yung dining table while putting down the foods.

“Good Morning, Miss Bri” she smiled