I Will Protect My Mate

Yuki-Second Day

Yuki's POV

At some point I fell asleep and Tama carried me to his bed to sleep. When I woke up I was wrapped in Tama's arms and he was watching me sleep. He smiled when I opened my eyes and he kissed me on the forehead. "I'm sorry I've been going so fast with you. The good news is that I talked to the healer of my pack and she said the first mark will disappear in two more days. So soon you won't have conflicting feelings!" He seemed so happy about the pain I was going through. Tama nuzzled me and pulled me closer. "I can make it go away faster if you let me mate you." I gasped and pulled away from Tama. "No, you wouldn't." I pulled the blanket up around myself. "It would go away faster." I shook my head. "Please, wait until I'm ready. I'm begging you. Please, please, please wait for me." Tama nodded. "I'll try." I sighed and allowed Tama to pull me back to him. Tama kissed his mark and trailed kisses up my neck to my mouth. I wanted desperately to turn my head away from him, but I just closed my eyes and didn't move as he kissed me.

I'm disgusting. How can I so casually cheat on my mate? I'm despicable. Can Hiro feel this? Can he feel my cheating ways? Does he suspect I'm unfaithful? How can he ever love me after I've done something like this? He couldn't, that's how. Tama pulled away from me and sighed. "You're still not comfortable with me?" He brush my bangs away from my face." I nodded. "Please, Tama. Don't do anything to me. I'm begging you." Tama frowned. "What if I did? What would you do? Would you resist? Would you cry? Would you fight? Tell me. I want to know." I was taken aback by his questions. I shook my head. "I.." Tama moved closer. "What would you do if I killed you?" The way Tama whispered this in my ear scared me. Tama started to growl. "I know about your little call to your old pack. You know I really hate when mates disobey their other mate." I started to shake from fear. If he pushed me harder I would shift. I would be too scared to process what I was doing and I would kill him. Tama grabbed my hair and got out the bed, dragging me with him. "You remember the man who took you the first time? He's not really Hiro's brother of course. But he was mine. I wanted him to go and see if you were in that pack. He found you and he took a likening to you instantly. Got selfish and water you to himself. The bastard." I had a hold on Tama's hand as he pulled me around by my hair. "You're hurting me!" Tama smiled cruelly. "That's the point. Anyway, he's still with your pack, isn't he? You can kill him if you want. Now, have you learned your lesson about disobeying me?"

I tried to nod, but it hurt. "Yes, I learned my lesson." Tama smiled and let go of my hair. He helped me up and wrapped an arm around me. "Come on, let's go to our room." I nodded and Tama guided me to the room. Tama motioned for me to get on his bed and I did, fearing punishment. "Good boy. Now turn around and take off your cloths." The colour drained from my face and Tama laughed. "I'm only kidding. I have a few things to attend to, so stay up here. See you later." I nodded and tried to smile. Tama smiled back and left. My smile drop the second he was out the door. I laid down and tried to sleep. Thankfully, I was able to.

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