Make Me Stay [Zarry AU]

30. Love - Part 1

Harry blinked his eyes as golden sun rays touched his face, peeking through the curtains. He opened his eyes slowly and smiled at the sight in front of him. There sleeping was his beautiful husband; his pink lips slightly parted, hair disheveled, eyes shut. He was smiling in his sleep and Harry was certain he was dreaming something sweet. He blushed when he felt Zayn arms wrapped tightly around his bare waist, under the duvet. Smiling, he removed some hairs from his forehead and placed his hand lightly on Zayn's cheek.

"I love you", Harry whispered to himself, not wanting to wake Zayn up. But Zayn might have heard him 'cause pulled Harry more close him and Harry blushed when he felt Zayn's bare chest against his. He hid his face in the crook of Zayn's neck and last night's memory flashed in front of his eyes leaving him smiling.

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"Harry?", Zayn whispered against his lips. Harry pulled away a bit to look into Zayn's eyes. He was still blushing from the loving kiss they just shared. Zayn placed both his hand on Harry's cheek and whispered, "If I ask you something, will you answer me truthfully?" Harry nodded in response, Zayn's face held seriousness where Harry's held confusion.

"Why you never fought me Harry? You knew I was stupid. So why did you leave that night instead of fighting me? Why did you give up on me?", Zayn asked, his voice breaking as he looked down to stop the tears that were threatening to spill. Harry cupped his face slowly, lifting it up so that they were looking into each other's eyes again. He joined their foreheads as both of them closed their eyes.

"Because, I wanted you to stop me. To make me stay. I didn't want to be a burden on anybody Zayn, specially you who I loved and still love so dearly. Yeah, you hurt me in the past, from the high school. But I loved you Zayn. You-you were my first crush even though you were my bully and crushed me like a paper under your shoes but I still loved you. I loved you when you said I was worthless, I loved you when you called me fag, I loved you when you married me without your own will, I loved you when you played pranks on me, I loved you when you argued with me on music and t.v channels, I loved you took my virginity that night like that, I loved you when every time you had left me alone in the bed after that, I loved you when you said I don't even deserve your touch, I loved you when you said you hate me and I loved you when I said I hated you that night. I loved you from the start Zayn and I can't stop it. I tried, but I can't. You are here, in my heart and I can't stop loving you even if I try.", Harry said and both of them didn't try to stop the tears.

"I am so sorry." Zayn whispered  before pulling him into a soft kiss.

"I'm so so sorry" *kiss* "for making you feel like that" *kiss* "you are not worthless" *kiss* "you are beautiful" *kiss* "most beautiful person I have ever laid my eyes on" *kiss* "I love you so so so much" *kiss*

He joined their foreheads before whispering, "can I make love to you?"

Harry nodded and pecked his lips. Both their lips wet with tears. Harry knew, Zayn had changed and he was ready to give himself completely to Zayn this time. He knew, Zayn loved him. He trusted him..

Harry let out squeak of surprise when he Zayn lifted him in his arms. He wrapped his arms around his neck, his cheek resting on his chest as Zayn went downstairs. He opened the door of their bedroom and placed him in the middle of the bed before going back and locking the door, though there was no one else in the house. Harry watched him as he came back in the bed and lay down beside him. Both of them turned to each other's sides and looked into each other's eyes.

Zayn kissed his forehead, letting his lips linger there a bit longer before whispering the whispering the words that Harry swore, melt his heart.

"I know I can't take back what I did Hazz, but I promise, I'll not let you or the kids down anymore. I'll become the person you guys deserve. I will love and cherish you till the end of my life. I promise not to bring anything else between us. I promise to give you everything you deserve. So Harry, will you do the honour of marrying me, again?"

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