Make Me Stay [Zarry AU]

22. Forgiven

Zayn's hands were clammy. He had finally landed in California and now there he was, at Harry's doorstep; preparing himself to raise his one hand to knock on the wooden door.

"You can do this Zayn", saying that to himself, he took a deep breath and finally knocked on the door. He frowned seeing the door was unlocked. After 2mins of standing there with no one answering the door, he thought he was at the wrong address. He fetched out his phone from his jeans pocket and checked the text his father had sent him with Harry's address. He frowned seeing he was actually at the right address. He knocked on the door more loudly this time. This time he heard a loud screaming on the other side of the door.

"HELP...PLEASE!!!"

His eyes grew wide. He knew this voice...all too well. It was the voice he had been craving to listen everyday for these past months.

It was Harry.

But why he is screaming? And why did his voice seem so much in pain? He thought for a second then shook his head and without thinking about anything, he entered the. He needed to see why Harry was screaming so much in pain.

He slowly walked into the house. He walked straight which seemed to be the living room. He could heard faint sobs coming from the sofa and then he saw him. And his world came to a stop.

There he was, holding his big baby bump, tears running down his cheeks. He still had his glasses on but he looked beautiful and in that moment Zayn didn't know how could he said those harsh words to this angel in the past. He didn't even know now, how to apologize to him.

Harry seemed to notice Zayn too, 'cause the next moment their eyes met and in a broken voice, he said,

"Z-Zayn?"

Followed by a loud scream "ahhh". The scream brought Zayn back to reality and he rushed to Harry's side. He sat beside him on the sofa and removed some sweaty curls from his forehead. Harry's whole face was flushed pink from all the pain he was feeling. He shut his eyes closed and sobbed loudly. He didn't care if Zayn thought he was being pathetic; little did he know, how much pain Zayn was feeling inside him seeing him in so much pain.

He clutched the arm of the sofa tight and shut his eyes close. He didn't notice the silent tears rolling down Zayn's cheek nor did he notice how badly Zayn wanted to say sorry to him for doing all the horrible things to him, but he didn't find the words.

"P-Please...sa-save m-my babies, Za-Zayn. P-Please, I-I b-beg you. I-I'll g-give y-you any-ahh anything you wa-want , pl-please s-save my ba--" Zayn cut him off by kissing his sweat covering forehead. Harry shut his mouth immediately, wanting to memorize this moment forever. He didn't know if he'd be alive after some hours or if he will be able to feel this moment again even if he survived, so he wanted to make the best out of it.

Zayn didn't moved back. He stayed there like that, his lips pressed against Harry's sweaty forehead. Harry thought for a moment why Zayn was doing this but he didn't say anything, he was loving this moment. He felt Zayn's one hand touching his bump lightly and he felt the twins kick harder making him want to yelp in pain but he suppressed the yelp, not wanting to break the moment. He felt some warm drops of water on his forehead. He frowned. Zayn moved away from his forehead a bit and Harry opened his eyes.

Zayn was directly looking at him in the eyes, his face hovering over him. His breath tickling his lips and his eyes were teary. Harry smiled sadly through the pain and raised one hand to wipe away the tears from Zayn's cheek. Zayn's couldn't hold back anymore. He hugged him, hiding his face in the crook of Harry's neck, sobbing. He made sure not to put any pressure on his bump and kept sobbing. It was like, he was letting out all the pain he felt in those past months , now, in Harry's arms. Harry hesitantly wrapped an arm around Zayn's body and hesitantly placed a soft kiss on his jet black hair and Zayn cried harder.

In that moment, no words needed between the two. It was like, silence had became their words. And Harry knew, what Zayn was saying through the silence. The silence and his loud sobs had conveyed all his "I am sorry"s to him and Harry had already forgiven him in that moment.

He slowly pulled Zayn's face up from the crook of his neck and made him look into his eyes. Zayn's eyes were puffy red, he had bags under them from the lack of sleep but his eyes still looked beautiful. He cupped his cheeks and wiped away the tears on his both cheeks with the pad of his both thumbs, smiling lovingly at him. He looked deeply into Zayn's eyes, searching something in them. He seemed to finally found them, 'cause the next moment, he slowly pulled  Zayn towards him and saw Zayn closing his eyes. He too closed his own and their lips met in the most softest way possible. Both of them sobbed in silence as they like there, like that. Zayn's hands on Harry's bump, Harry's cupping Zayn's cheeks and their lips intertwined.

And Zayn knew, he was forgiven.

He didn't knew, how could be someone so forgiving. After he had done so many horrible things to him, how could Harry forgive him so easily. Little did he know, Harry had seen the sincerity in Zayn's eyes that had made him forgive him.

Their moment broke as Zayn felt some more kicks and Harry pulled away, yelping in pain.

Zayn stood up hurriedly and took Harry in his arms in bridal style. He walked out of the house and put him in the passenger seat of the car his father has given him for his temporary stay in California. He buckled him up in the seat and kissed his forehead but not before whispering, "You'll be Okay Harry. I'll not let anything bad happen to you or our babies. I promise."

He made himself sat on the driver's seat and asked Harry the address of the hospital. After putting the address in GPS, he drove off to the hospital which was 30 mins away.

He held Harry's one hand with his one while driving with the other. Harry was sobbing while holding his tummy with his other hand, praying his babies would be okay. He relaxed when he felt his hand,which Zayn was holding, being lifted up and Zayn placing a soft kiss on the back of it.

"I promise, you and the babies, everything will be okay. I promise."

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Umm.. first ACTUAL Zarry moment. How was it?

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