The Howl That Saved

Alive

The party was a mad house before we even stepped in. Drunkies around a huge metal barrel, girls running around with barely anything on, and people dancing around to the music blasting out the house.

At first, it seemed like a disaster waiting to happen. But things felt like it would look up to me.

This could be my chance to stand out, be somebody! If I just stay cool and loosen up, maybe just maybe, I can finally be the Sage that I want to be.

"These types of parties are the greatest, but you gotta follow some ground rules" Dawn starts off. "Just stay close to me and you'll be fine! But if you two want some alone time, go your way." She winks at both of us, but only gets a reaction from me.

I don't really think Zachary gets this crushing stuff. He probably doesn't even know I...

"Sage come on, we're going inside." The sound of Zachary's voice draws me to follow and when we finally get in, I stare in awe.

The place was crowded with all groups of people having a good time. We follow behind Dawn into the kitchen and she hands us both a red cup.

"Drink up you two! If you wanna have fun, you definitely need this in your system." I hesitate, staring into the drink, thinking about the outcomes. Zachary on the other hand grabs his drink and hands me mine.

"Isn't this what you wanted, Sage? Come on, we'll have fun.." I smile at his enthusiasm and take the drink. We both chug down the drink and I instantly feel a burst of energy go through my body. Dawn notices and squeals in excitement.

"It's happening! Let the party animal out Sage!"

Tonight is gonna be one crazy night.
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Normal Sage didn't have any control over me

Drunk Sage was in control..

The crowd hollered and chanted my name as I drank down my 3rd bottle of vodka.

It took me a while, but I managed to get the crowd to love me. With a little tactic for fun, everyone was around my control.

I finally had the attention I was seeking for, even if it wasn't how I would've wanted to get it.

I lifted my arm up as I finished and got down the stool, wobbling a little bit. From behind me,Zachary, who was beyond drunk, grabbed me and throw me over his shoulder.

"Poooolllll Partyyyyy" The whole crowd cheered as they followed Zachary to the back, where the huge swimming pool. Everyone stripped down to their undergarments and hopped in. Screw my insecurities! I'm joining the crowd.

I pull down my dress and jump in and watch Zachary do the same. He paddles closer to me and we both laugh, overwhelmed by the fun we're having. Nothing can possibly ruin this.

"Well lookie here, it's the slutty Sage." I turn and come in eye contact with the burdens of my life: Fabian and Rebecca.

I should've known these idiots would be here. But there's no way they'd ruin my fun.

Rebecca turns her attention to Zachary and smiles at him.

"Woah, haven't seen you around here, hottie. What's your name?"

"Your boyfriend is standing right next to you! And you call me a slut.."

"Yea babe, I'm right.."

"Did I ask you Fabian?! I'm sick of you anyways, we're over!" He backs up in shock and heads back inside, clearly hurt. "Now where was I, wanna tell me your name sexy?"

I begin to grow more and more angry from jealousy and clearly not thinking about my future actions, I pull her into the pool and wrestle her in the pool.

If I could, I'd break that pale twig girl but Zachary pulls me off before letting me. People surrounding us, laughs as Rebecca runs out the pool in fear and heads inside.

Zachary turns me to his direction and smiles at me.

"I don't know what that was for, but that was pretty hot!" Feeling the alcohol wearing off ,I blushed at Zachary's response and smile. I took my precious time and kept my eyes glued to him as he floated in the water, now admiring his shirtless self. I begin to remember about Fabian and I decide to head inside.

I find him on the front porch, smoking alone and kicking at the grass. He looked like he'd crying and a bracelet I use to see him wear was on the ground, crushed into pieces.

"You alright, Fabian?"

"Why do you care?"

"Cause I'm a nice person, maybe." He turns to me and looks at me, innocently.

"But I abused you like crazy ever since the 9th grade. You should be calling the police on me now." I hesitate to respond, remembering those years of abuse but look to him with a comfort look.

"Yea, but I've been told to forgive and forget. Besides, I know you only did it under Rebecca's influence." He groans in digust from her name. I could tell he hated her now, but was still hurt on the break up.

"I should've let her go in 10th. That's when I felt she was a cheating hoe." I can see tears running down his cheek and I see a different side of Fabian.

He wasn't a heartless bully, he just wanted love. In anyway he could find it.

I wrapped my arm around him and side hug him before getting up.

"You don't need to cry over her. She'll be sorry for losing you." He looks up to me and smiles. He stands up from the steps and puts his hand on my arm, moving it down to my hands.

"I always liked you, Sage. And not because of your body." I blush not because of his comment, but forgetting I was covering my upper body with only a bra.

"Fabian, I---"

"It's alright if you don't like me back, I'm cool with it. But I just want you to know you're a beautiful girl." Ok now I'm blushing at his comment.

I walk back into the house and look for Dawn. I find her in a bedroom, making out with a girl I saw before and I run out in embarrassment.

Woah, had no idea she was lesbian. Looks like I gotta know my best friend more.

I run into Zachary, holding my dress and shoes, seeming ready to go. I put my stuff back on and hold my hand out.

"Dawn seems a little, busy right now. So why don't we leave this party together." He doesn't hesitate and hold my hand, sending a tingly feeling through each other.

Which was yes, the best feeling I could feel in my life.

When we finally reach my house, Zachary walks me in before waving me goodbye.

My mom greets me from her room and I crash into my bed, relieved I can finally lay down in my nice, cool bed. I remove my dress and slid into my covers, getting comfortable until I hear my phone buzz.

Thanks for inviting me ;-) - Zachary

I smile and let my phone down, giggling myself to sleep.

I probably won't remember most of my night, but it's alright. I got pictures to remind me of finally feeling....

Alive

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