~SadePOV~
I woke up this morning kind of dizzy. It was blurry and my head was hurting. I still got up tho. I walked into the bathroom and got in the shower after I threw up ATLEAST 3 times. I got out brushed my teeth, did my hair, and got dressed. I walked downstairs, made cereal and watched tv. I really don't feel to good. I hate when that happens. I can never do anything. I want my mommy. So I called her.
" Mommy I need you." I said sounding like a little girl
" what happened sweetie" she asked
" I don't feel good, can u please come over."
" sure anything for you. I'll be there in a few." She told me
" okay thanks I love you mom."
" I love you even more." She said before hanging up.
I sat on the couch waiting for my mom to come. Within minutes someone knocked on my door. I got up and opened the door. I hugged my mom and walked back to the couch. She closed the door, locked it and sat next to me. I put my head in her shoulders and looked at the tv.
" what's wrong." She asked
" I don't know I just don't feel to good. " I told her
" what can I do?"
" Umm I don't know." I responded
" you just don't know anything do you." She laughed throwing her hands up in the air
" nah." I laughed with her
" maybe we could go to the doctor." She suggested
" maybe la-" I ran to the bathroom and threw up
I walked back down to my mom and hugged her.
" moooomm."
" maybe your....." She started
" don't say it."
" pregnant." She finished
" that can't be the case...maybe I have the flu."
I heard the shower upstairs turn on. Kirk was up. Maybe he could go to the hospital with me.
The thought of being pregnant stuck in my head. What if I am? What if Kirk doesn't take it so well? What am I going to do? life is a complicated thing.
" hello snap out of it." My mom screamed
" sorry I was just thinking." I said placing my head back on her shoulder sitting back on the chair.
:: 30 minutes ::
I was still sitting on the couch with my mom when Kirk walked downstairs.
" hey." He smiled brightly walking toward the couch
" hi. How you been." My mom asked
" fine, what about you." He asked
" fine." She responded
He walked over and sat on the other side of me. I turned and put my head on his shoulder.
" what's wrong with you?" He said worrily
" I don't know but I don't feel good."
" did u go to the doctor?" He asked
" no."
" you should go." He told me
" will you Come with me?" I asked
" yea."
" come on." My mom said
We got up and walked to the car. I got in the back seat with my mi and laid my head on my mom lap. I'm so dizzy and frustrated. Kirk drove to the hospital and we got out and walked in. The doctor took us to the back and told me what to do.
" well I might need to get a shot from u and for you to urinate in this cup to see if your healthy." Said the doctor
" really" I asked
" yea."
" fine." I said grabbing the cup
I went into the bathroom, did what I had to do, wash my hands, and walked out. I hate doing this shit. I gave it to him and he walked out.
" so what do you think is wrong." Kirk asked
" she's pregnant." My mom said
" I am not."
"Yes you are." My mom repeated
Kirk grinned and looked at his HANDZ like I can't see him. He is so sneaky.
" welllllll I have good news for you." The doctor said handing me a piece of paper
" what is it?" I asked
" look through the paper on the last page." The doctor told me
I looked on the last page and saw what she was talking about. I closed the paper quickly.
" what is it." Kirk asked
I handed him the paper," last page."
He flipped to the last page and his eyes lit up. He smiled and gave me a hug. He handed my mom the paper. She was happy too. Just to let you know....I Am.....Pregnant.
" it's a girl!" My mom shouted " wait a minute ..I just realized what y'all did."
" what?" We both questioned
" y'all are nasty."
" what are you t- oooooooooo"' I said
She laughed at me. I mean I've been a virgin for 18 years. It was time to give it up ya know what I'm saying. To kirko. We both lost it yesterday so it was a even score. Why am I telling you this. ANYWAYS! The doctor came back in and handed me two pills.
" these should make you feel better." The doctor informed me
" okay." I took the pills and I felt better instantly, " eww that was nasty"
" well, your free to leave."
I got up and walked out. They followed behind me. My mom went back home and I went upstairs to lay on the bed. I was so tired.
" how you feel?" Kirk asked
" I feel better but I'm tired." I told him
" I'll lay with you if you want me too." He told me
" you don't have to but if you want you can."
He climbed in the bed and laid down in front of me. I looked at his eyes and he looked at mine. It was a beautiful sight. He is the best thing that happened to me and having his child is even better. I played with his ear. For some reason he laughed and pulled me closer to him. He played with my hair. We were having a moment. I guess you can say that. He kissed my forehead and pulled me even closer. I wrapped my arm around his waist and he wrap his arm around mine.
" I have to ask you a question." He said
" what is it." I asked
" did you want to have a baby?" He asked
" yeah..why'd you ask that."
" I wasn't sure because I kind if got you pregnant on purpose." He admitted
" it's okay. I was expecting you to do that anyways." I said smiling at him
He kissed me. He pulled me close to him.
" I love you ... A lot ." He told me
" I love you too..way more than you could every think of."
I out my head in his chest and shortly after I could here his light baby snores. I fell asleep after that.
