Speak to Me (Joji x Reader)

Bedtime

Your P.O.V

All I could hear was ringing in my ears. But my body was comfortable, I was in a bed. I opened my eyes slightly. The room was dark, was this my room? I sat up a bit, and pain coursed through my temples. Fuck, my head hurts so bad. I held my head in my hands and groaned.  

I looked over to my window, and noticed it was still dark out. I searched the bed for my phone, but it  wasn't there. What time is it? I placed my feet on the ground, and slowly stood up. I was dizzy, but tried my best to keep my balance. I heard the toilet flush from the other room. I looked to the door. Joji gently opened the door. 

"Oh, you're awake." he said. He looked extremely tired. He was wearing a white t shirt and pajama bottoms. He walked over to me, and looked down at me. He had a vague smile on. 

"My head is swimming, what the fuck happened?" I asked. He looked away from me, and pushed me down very lightly, and tucked the blanket over me. He moved to the other side of my bed, and got in. He cuddled into my side, his face buried into my neck. 

"We should talk about it in the morning." he said, muffled. "You need some sleep, Y/N." he planted a small kiss on my neck. "I'm just happy you're here, safe." he lightly kissed my neck again. 

"Yeah, me too." I turned to lay on my side, facing him. His lips curved into a smile when we made eye contact. "I'm sorry about earlier today. I just wanted some space after this morning." I said. He looked down to my lips, and placed his hand on my cheek, his thumb resting on my bottom lip. 

"It's nothing to be sorry about, Y/N. If H/N ever comes back, I want you to know that I'm always here for you. I want you to know that you don't need that stupid asshole in your life." he said, dragging my bottom lip down slightly with his thumb. His eyes lingered on my lips for a moment, until he closed them and swiftly moved in to kiss me. I accepted his kiss and kissed him back. His hands ran through my hair, and moved down to my hips. He rested a hand there, and pulled back from the kiss. He rested his forehead against mine, and let out a quick laugh. I realized I was absentmindedly patting his hair, so I stopped and cuddled into his chest. He rested a hand on my head. 

"You've been my protector lately. Shit, I still barely know you." I laughed dryly.

"Do you know me enough to be my girlfriend?" he muttered, though the question rang clear through my ears. I laughed. 

"Nah." I said quickly, smiling into his chest. 

"That's alright. I'll keep protecting you anyways. For fun." he said. 

"Oh so it's just fun to protect me, huh?" I said sarcastically. 

"Well you're always gettin' into shit. But it's always rewarding when I help you out." he kissed the top of my head. I wrapped my arms around his stomach and held him tight. 

"Hm." I said. 

"Hm?" I felt him draw back a little. 

"Where'd the boys go?" I asked him. 

"Oh, they went upstairs. They wanted to stay till you woke up, but I wanted to be the first one you saw. They were freaking the fuck out though, of course. Ian really thought you should go to the hospital, but I knew you'd be fine. You're fine, right?" he asked. 

"Yeah, just tired as fuck." I yawned and cuddled back into his chest. 

"Alright, let's sleep." he kissed the top of my head again, and let out a deep breath. I felt his body relax next to mine, and I did the same. I fell asleep almost instantly in his arms. 

A.N. !!!!

Sorry this chapter is so short!! I just got back to college and I've been so insanely busy with homework and friends and shit. Thanks for all the reads, comments, and faves. It's so sweet of you guys!! xoxo