Speak to Me (Joji x Reader)

Morning

I woke up to Joji's slight snoring. He had his arms wrapped around my waist, and his face nestled into the back of my neck. I reached for my phone on the side table, and checked the time. it was 10 am. I tried to move Joji's arms off of me to get up, but he just gripped tighter. He pulled me closer, and planted a small kiss on the back of my neck. 

"I have to get up." I said to him. 

"It's so early though..." he said, trailing off. I shoved him off of me. I sat up in my bed, and he placed his hand on top of one of mine. I looked at my phone again. There was a text and a missed call from H/N.

H/N: Hey, I'm coming over in the morning. We should talk this through. 

H/N: Missed Call (1)

I let out a deep sigh. I don't want to deal with this today. I looked over to Joji, who was propped up on his elbow now. He was looking at me, unsmiling. 

"Good morning." he said. 

"Yeah, morning." I said, shooting him a small smile. I feel so embarrassed about kissing him. In the moment, it felt right. I'd been attracted to him since the moment I met him, but the connection between us was something I'd never experienced with H/N. I could let my guard down with Joji. I loved talking with him, and he could make me laugh harder than anyone I'd ever met. He was kind and understanding. He's everything I wanted. But now, all I can think about is how we don't even know that much about each other. I don't think he'd like to know everything about me. 

"Do you remember last night at all?" he asked, looking down at my sheets. He was tracing patterns in them with his fingers. His hair hung down over his eyes a little.

"Of course. I wasn't drunk. What I did was though over several times." I replied to his question. He looked up at me and nodded. 

"I'm kinda pissed you kissed me first. But it's all good." he smiled at me. 

"Everything you'd thought it would be?" I said. 

"And more." he looked back down at the sheets. We sat in silence for a while. He gently grabbed my arm and pulled me back into the bed. I laid down beside him, facing him this time. He lightly placed a finger on the cut on my lip, frowned, and did the same to the cut on my nose. He kissed my bruised face and brought his hand to one of mine, lacing his finger between mine. "I could sleep all day with you." he said quietly. 

"H/N is coming to see me soon." I said, looking down to his chest. He was still shirtless. "You should go." 

"I know you can handle your own shit, but I'm not leaving." he said sternly. "I'm gonna beat the shit out of him." 

"It's not your business." 

"I don't care." 

"Fine. But you're not beating the shit out of him." I heard a knock on my door. Fuck, he's already here. Joji and I exchanged looks and he got out of the bed. I got up and walked in front of him. He gave me a look, but I really didn't want him to be the one to open the door to an angry H/N. 

"I got it." I said to him, and he nodded. We made our way to my door, which was being impatiently knocked on. I could tell he was still pissed at me. I unlocked the door and opened it. 

"Morning." Ian said to me. "George here?" he walked into my apartment. 

"Hey." Joji said to Ian. 

"Thought you'd be down here. We gotta go pick up some stuff for our next video." 

"Shit, alright. Y/N, you should come with us." Joji and Ian looked over to me.