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WEAKNESS:
"hey. wake up."
WEAKNESS:
"you've been asleep for three days. i think you've gotten enough rest."
AGONY:
"w-what happened . . ."
AGONY:
"why does my head fucking hurt? and why are my arms so sore?"
WEAKNESS:
"you tell me. you went mental three nights ago, and i couldn't be there to stop it."
AGONY:
"why weren't you there?"
WEAKNESS:
"because you muted me, you goddamn idiot."
AGONY:
"oh . . . i'm sorry."
WEAKNESS:
"shouldn't you be sorry for yourself? you're the one that put yourself in this position."
AGONY:
"you're right."
AGONY:
"you're always right. i don't know why i still get surprised at this point."
AGONY:
"tell me, did i try to kill myself?"
WEAKNESS:
"yes, you did."
WEAKNESS:
"look, i know what i said about that boy, but perhaps i'm in the wrong here, too."
AGONY:
"and what's that?"
WEAKNESS:
"that boy . . . he saved your life. i have no fucking idea how his timing was so well, but he arrived at your apartment a couple minutes later after you passed out. was saying he needed to tell you something but you wouldn't answer, so he broke down your door."
AGONY:
"he broke down my door? how the hell did he do that?"
AGONY:
"and what could've been so urgent that he made that decision . . ."
WEAKNESS:
"i don't know. but after he found you lying there, eyes shut and blood pooling from the bathroom to your body, he immediately called the ambulance."
AGONY:
"that's so nice of him."
WEAKNESS:
"just nice? he saved your fucking life!"
AGONY:
"whoa, calm down, alright? i'm more than grateful for him—this. this proves miracles exist, doesn't it?"
AGONY:
"so . . . do you change your opinions on jeongguk?"
WEAKNESS:
"we'll see."
