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SORROW:
"hey . . . are you still there?"
SORROW:
"i know hoseok hyung said you'd only appear when it was needed, but maybe i could summon you?"
SORROW:
"so can you please show up? i need to talk to someone."
ACCEPTANCE:
"what."
SORROW:
"you're back! oh my god, i missed you."
ACCEPTANCE:
"did you really? because it seemed like you were fine without me."
SORROW:
"i really did miss you."
SORROW:
"i missed having someone telling me i was doing the right thing. assuring me that whatever i chose to do, it'll all be okay. reminding me that there's no right or wrong answer. i missed that."
SORROW:
"but now that i'm practically on my own, i can't anticipate those praises."
SORROW:
"i'm left to make my own choices with no feedback."
ACCEPTANCE:
"jimin."
SORROW:
"how do you know my name? you've never used it before . . . and wait! i've never known yours."
ACCEPTANCE:
"you really haven't figured it out yet?"
ACCEPTANCE:
"i was never another person. there was no one else giving you all those praises and reminders."
ACCEPTANCE:
"jimin."
ACCEPTANCE:
"it's always been only you."
