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IN MESSAGES
november 17, 2016
8:58 p.m.
一
JEONGGUK:
hey, are you free tomorrow? to work on the project?
PANIC:
tomorrow? um . . . yeah, i am.
JEONGGUK:
great! what time should i come?
PANIC:
i'll just text you when i'm ready.
一
TERROR:
"i don't know what to do with you."
ANXIETY:
"i-i'm sorry . . . i don't know why i agreed . . ."
TERROR:
"it's not my problem, it's yours."
ANXIETY:
"i know it is! it's always my fault. i don't know why or how i've managed to live up this far. with the amount of stress, indecisiveness, and irrational mentality that has clung onto me ever since, my foot has practically been in the grave for as long as i can remember."
ANXIETY:
"and you're not helping me. all you ever do is criticize my actions and distinguish my foolishness. don't you think i know what a fucking idiot i am?"
TERROR:
"i'm not sure you're even wise enough to know what you are and what you aren't."
TERROR:
"you're going to meet with jeongguk. i'm forcing you to stay awake in your nightmare this time, and i won't be there to help."
