Boku No Hero Academia One Shots

Afraid Of Love- (BNHA x Calm/Shy/Timid/Male Reader) PART 1

People Are Afraid Of Many Things. And they get more afraid of things the more they grow, but the more fears they also can conquer. People cry, people fall, people break down... It's all natural, we all fear something.
I am (M/n) And I Am Afraid Of Love.

You may think this is silly... But I'm serious. This is what I'm really afraid of, and that's not the only thing I'm scared of. I've heard people had heart breaks... People Cheat... People Lie... It makes us wonder... How can we really trust one another? The world is cruel,... But it gives us a chance... A chance we all take. And we should live our lives to the fullest..... Right?
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(M/n) put his hands in his pockets and continued walking around the school of U.A, inhaling the spring air. Let's just say (M/n) was an easy exception when he got accepted into U.A.
(M/n) looked at a poster that hung in the early morning halls of the hero school. It advertised that The Valentines Day Dance is coming up soon. (M/n) Instantly looked away, not looking at that poster ever again. Regretting he even has.
'Dumb Poster... Nobody would care right? Humans have a short tension span and tend to forget. So there aren't many chances that people will go.. I hope.' The (H/c) haired male said as he sighed.
Later, the (H/c) haired male realized he was wrong. Posters were everywhere. And people started showing up for school, and it was soon being the evening crowded halls of the hero school.
"Hey Have You Heard The Dance Is Coming Soon?!" Someone announced while walking with others beside them.
"Yeah! I'm pumped! It's Valentines Day Too! So it will be twice as interesting!" Both people sighed and said at the same time.
"Love Is In The Air!"

(M/n)'s (E/c) colored eyes twitched as he slightly cringed at the sudden statement that the two people made, as he started overthinking things again...
'Why was my hypothesis wrong!!!? .... I was sure that people didn't care for such things..'
(M/n) actually overthinks about things seriously and makes claims by providing them with evidence... Which he didn't have any this time to support his claim. People think of him as a Timid, Cute, Innocent boy just by his appearance and personality he shows. And which he actually did, he didn't care for how people looked at him, he had better things he would "actually" care about.
(M/n) sat on a random bench at the U.A entrance, where the blossom trees are now in bloom.
H-Hey (M/n)!" A sudden cheery but stuttering voice called out to him, while running getting closer to (M/n). He slightly turned his head to see who contacted him. It was Izuku Midoriya. Some people refers to him as "Deku" but (M/n) really has no preference. The Shy boy only nodded and turned his attention back to the green haired boy, now panting and standing next to him.
"Yes..?" (M/n) asked looking innocently at the Green and Black haired boy, who was simply now fidgeting with his slightly loose clothing. They both got up and started walking to their first class, but continued to talk along the way.
".... So are you excited for the new dance to happen? Are you planning on going? If so, with who?" Midoriya started asking a boatload of questions, but all on the same topic. (M/n) barely had a chance to answer before Izuku asks another question. So the (H/c) haired male slightly tugged on Midoriya's cheeks to keep him silent to answer his questions. As Izuku now stayed quiet.
"I'm not really that excited. After all I have nobody to go with. It just may be a waist of time.... And if you ask someone.. They might as well will reject you... And-....." The (M/n) sadly looked down and trailed off... He stopped walking for a moment. Izuku also stopped and stared at the male in confusion.
Heartbreaking flashbacks seem to occur into the young males mind... Losing his recent train of thoughts... He can only remember some bits to that moment... For he does not want to remember any more.
*Flashback*
"You wanna ask me?! HA! Your so funny! Nobody wants to go with you! Nobody loves you! Nobody should!"
"You shouldn't even exist!"
"Who Cares!"
The once joyful and brave (M/n) held the pointy sharper object in his arms, shaking in fear as he dropped it. His eyes showed signs of grief and depression. Every day... He grew quiet and timid ever since that one day.
"And That's When I Finally Quit Relying On Happiness And Love Anymore."
*Flashback End*

"(M/n)...? Hello?" The Green haired male waved a hand in front of the spaced out (M/n), snapping him now into his reality.
"H-Huh..?" (M/n) suddenly blushed in shock and embarrassment, hiding his face in his sleeves. Izuku smiled and removed his hands from his face.
"I'm sorry... I spaced out..." He said honestly as the other male patted his head gently, as they continued walking to their classroom. U.A. Class 1-A.
(M/n) gently pulled on the handle, opening the tall door that would reach a giant's size. Geez.. If the school wasn't big enough itself. Class was going to start at any moment, so everyone sat in their seats and class got started, as a man in a yellow sleeping bag entered the room. (He looks sorta like a banana man.) And, therefore, class has started.
After School Ended, everyone left, and walked home. (M/n) still gathered his school supplies and just recently started to get home. While he was walking, he suddenly heard two people fighting... About Love Problems.
"You Cheated On Me!"
"No I Didn't!"
"Liar! You stabbed my heart! You don't know how much I cared for you!" The girl ran away, as the boy stood and watched her fade into the distance.
(M/n) watched in the background, his hands in his pockets. This was something he was used to, so it's not like he'll badly react, as if he has never heard of love may be. He smirked and mumbled to himself, his eyes glowing more darkly then usual, as he remembered something.. He spoke with cold venom in his voice... Slightly choking on his words... He felt like crying... But he stood up, and clenched his fists.

"I Regret It! I actually loved you! You know that right? Hahaha... Please! I never meant to hurt you! I loved you (M/n)!"
"If You Loved Me... Then Why Did You Break My Heart The First Time?.... I loved you... At least, I used to."

"You May Think Love Is A Reward.... But it may actually be a Consequence...."

I Used To Love You.. (Enter Least Favorite BNHA Character), But How Can I Ever Trust You Again..?

Little Does the young boy know, a group of friends, stood by, hearing the bitterness in his voice. They sighed, knowing that he's gone through more pain... Then they smiled, because they might have a way to fix the boy, and turn him into The Brave Cheerful boy he really used to be.......

TO BE CONTINUED...........

_______~Authors Note~____________

Wow! 😊 I'm pretty happy with the way this turned out, 1218 words! And this is only the first part! If you like this, then please vote on this, or comment and say what you think! Your opinions depend if I should write a sequel to this, or not!

Well, Happy Reading, and Have A Good Day! I hoped you enjoyed this! ❤️👍

And Exit Dab!
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