Ridiculousness // 4

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Tylers point of view*

I woke up and looked over at the lamp on the desk. Josh was sitting with his head in his arms asleep. I looked down at my watch and sighed. It was 3 in the morning. I got up and walked around trying not to wake Josh. I banged my toe on the side of his bed and yelped. I looked over at Josh who's head shot up to my voice.

"What was that?" Josh asked rubbing his eyes.

"S-sorry" I reaponded rubbing my toe.

"Josh, um t-thank you" I said looking at Josh and smiling, he smiled back and ran his fingers through his fluffy blue hair.

"No problem Ty" he said getting up and hugging me. I immediately blushed, does josh like me? was the question that kept repeating im my head. am i gay..no no, im not gay...but i lile this, so im bi? all these questions kept spinning in my head. And eventually I felt someone shaking me.

"Ty.. You still there?" Josh said waving his large hand in front of my face.

"Uh. Yeah.. Sorry I zone out sometimes" I said playing with the end of my white t-shirt. Josh looked down at my hands fiddling with my shirt and cleared his throat causing me to look back up to him.

"What do you want for breakfast?" Josh said breaking the rather awkward silence. After a few minutes of thinking I decided. "Pancakes?" I suggested and Josh nodded walking out of his room. I sighed and looked around his room, all alone.

After what seemed like 10 minutes I heard Josh yell up the stairs calling for me. I quickly, but quietly made my way downstairs to the kitchen and rested my elbows on the counter and placed my head in my palms watching Josh make breakfast. I soon realized that I was staring and shifted my gaze to the black and white marble countertop. A white plate was slid into my view. My head shot up to see Josh grinning at me.

"Hope you like it." Josh said before stuffing a strip of bacon in his mouth. And smiling.

I picked my fork up and poked at the eggs and picked a piece up and placed it in my mouth. My lips immediately curved into a smile.

"Oh my god Josh this is AMAZING!" I said looking up at him with a huge smile plastered on my face. He returned the smile and I giggled. It was Sunday and turned out to be the most eventful one in my whole entire 16 years of existence.

"Glad ya like it Ty" he said biting the piece of pancake from his fork. He looked up at me and smiled slowly chewing.

"Oh! Can we watch Ridiculousness???" I asked my voice cracking in the middle of my sentence. He laughed and nodded his head grabbing his plate and walking over to the couch. He set his plate on the little blue stained glass table. He sat down and grabbed the remote and patted the seat next to him and smiled. I grabbed my plate walking over to him and sat down. I set my plate next to his and leaned back. I accidentally learns back on his arm. I immediately sat up and apologized. He shook his head. "It's alright Ty" he said and looked back at the TV. He clicked a episode and smiled. Josh is.. Really.. No Tyler stop.. You're Christian.. This isn't right.. But maybe I don't care.Something clicked in his head and Tyler grabbed Josh's face between his palms and kissed him. it was a rough but gentle kiss.

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