Ok, so I'm doing a pantomine, and it's ok, but there is a problem.
The costume.
Basically it's a dress, wig and tights (see photo - you can't really see the tights; but they ars the DEVILS WORK) and I hate it.
I know it's pretty trivial and its just a costume and I'm only acting but I'm getting pretty worked up about it and it's pretty upsetting for me.
And also, someone decided to put face paint on me. And I have no idea how to act in that situation. I have questions.
When someone puts makeup on you, where do you look? Do you look them in the eye? Can you smile? Where do your hands go? How do you sit? If someone else looks at you, what do you do? I'M SO COMFUSED!!
Honwstly, though, I am getting really upset in this costume. It makes me feel uncomfortable and, in a sense, it feels like, even though my parents know, I'll still never be me. Which is sort of really horrible.
So, that was my depressing outlook on a really good pantomine.
Au revoir!
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