"I'm proud of my heart,it's been hurt,played and burn but still,it's working"
A/N:That quotation that captured my heart.I love it! Anyways,here you have it guyz! Enjoy chapter 8!
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Acknowledgement:Ariana Grande is very pretty! 😂😂😂 And I love her.Her favorite icecream flavor is chocolate and strawberry flavor.
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"Are you ready sweetheart?"-Mama and papa appeared from behind me as I packed all things that lived under their roof just like I did.Today,is the day that I'm ganno leave their home.I jerk off the bed and reached the two of them standing along with eachother and embrace them as tight as I could force to do.Mama sobbed,showing his agony of my, leaving.I'm so sad that I'm making them cry.What can I do?I don't have to lay under here forever.I have my own home and staying within the past times were tentative.
After a moment of drama,I release the two of them,just for me to meet my mama's sad eyes that has that wet and smudge liner underneath.I wiped it with my thumb and chuckled."I'll visit you if I could have the time okay? Thank you for everything and I love you both so much"
They both smiled at me.I grab my belongings as I heard their footsteps dropping to the stairs and so on.They're waiting for me downstairs.Mom and dad had arrived just an hour ago,having their enthusiasm and excitement look.Two side doesn't have balanced emotion,one with sadness and the other are galvanized.
Enthusiastically,mom and dad run up to me and gave me a tight embrace making me feel like missable.Their hold and presence did nothing to keep me from missing the people I used to have a company with and the fact that I am now taking a hike from where I had realistically lived with my fantasy in life.That boy in his room without a plan to utter a word even though he knew I'm leaving.Andrew.
"Wait. Honey where's Andrew?"-My mom asked out of the blue.Just stating his name making my heart flutter,specifically right now that I don't wanna see him because I know he'll be delighted if he'll hear my announcement of exiting.
"He's in his room darling.Don't you wanna talk to him and tell him you're going home?"-Mama insisted.I can't help not to obey as I give them all a nod."Darling are you both ok?"-Mama asked.I look at her abruptly mouth widely open.I didn't expect that to be asked.I didn't even expected her to ask that.
All they know that me and Andrew are very close to each other that's why they thought Andrew cannot bear seeing me leave.Sigh.If they only knew."I uuh.I should probably talk to him."-I said,apathetic as I started to take a steps on the staircase up his room.
My heart was racing as I approaced the outside of his room.Staring on his door,I tried to drag my hands to it and force myself to knock.Tentatively,I received nothing but silence and after just a seconds though,the door opened.And there,as often,standing right before my eyes is Andrew,in his long sleeve top that rolled over his elbows,white jeans and a rubber.I can't take my eyes away from him.
We stared at each other for I felt luke hours until he spoke up"What?"-He asked,without leaving my eyes.I blinked and gaze down.He pretended like he don't know I'm leaving.I send him a nod and without any words uttered,I walk away from him,leaving him keeping his lies.
I turned away,walking through the hall from him without giving him a second glance.
"Take care"He stated suddenly.I was taken aback.I instantly turned my look to him as a smile form on my lips.He was casting a stare me meanwhile his eyes had that crypt in the depth.But even so,I run up to him and give him a hug.I thought he'd reject me,shoo me and never care for me as I leave this roof.
I felt him stilled.He didn't hug me back but I don't care.I just want to do it to him before I leave him."Thanks"-I bit my lip.He was still casting a stare before he gave that genuine smile,it melt me to the end of my existence.My heart raced.I smiled back and nod,before leaving him still at the door and I never expected him to follow.As I reached downstairs,mama and papa told me mom and dad are already at enormous portal of the mansion waiting for my arrival.They followed me to where I am heading--to mom and dad where beside the car waiting for me.I hugged them for the fifth time around,and this time I cried harder and sobbed for life.This is hard,leaving them.
Mr.Greene beside Rosali and the other maids and servants smiling ate me.They were lined up and all of them had the sadness in their eyes.Mr. Greene had Philip beside him.I run up to philip and rub his back as I embraced him."I'll miss you philip"I walk into the car,with my shoulder bag hanged across my shoulder and my baby blue cocktail dress.I turned my gaze to the balcony of my room,empty and tranquil.
Andrew? My eyes landed on the other balcony that located right beside the one that had been the gap part of my room and his.It was the guest room.Andrew was staring at me,resting his elbow on the balcony's fence that used to be my bench if it was mine.He had that unreadable look and just after a seconds of his staring,he walk into his room.Me on the other part,frown with my head down."Let's go jam"-Mom whispered to me.I look at her and gave her a single nod.Sliding my self into the car,I waved to all of them and said my hundreds thank yous and I'll miss yous.Watching the others cry as I left making my heart sore,and Mr. Green as well couldn't hide his tears.I chuckled.Mama are in papa's arms,crying and sobbing.I waved at them and they waved back,mama was still crying nevertheless.After the moment of goodby,I slid the window close and released a deep sigh.
Mom who's looking at me through the mirror gives me a smile of confrontation.Mouthing me 'it's alright'.I smiled back.
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The ride back home takes an hours.I was a bit dizzy when we got home,and as I step into the portal,they all greeted me a welcome back and they've all missed me.The mansion itself doesn't have changes at all,still the castle-like structure I've left for a month and week.I smiled at all of them and did nothing but head straight to my room.
My room had been cleaned up as I adjudged.It was already repainted and rearranged.Im glad.As I settled my things into place,I literally dropped myself down the bed and stared at the ceiling for like an hour,if just I have that league in animated series,I could almost melt that ceiling.A pellucid knock interrupted my rest,mom came in and without saying anything,she hugged me and I was almost out of breathe."I missed you sweetie."-She whisper in my ear.I hugged her back and I felt her formed smile against my shoulder as she rested her head on it.
"Me too"-I said,pulling out of her arms.
She had that smirk on her face and it's unpredictable.I can't tell what's on her mind,as she stared at me showing no dliemma."Dear.You're going to attend college in New york this year"
And that literally changed my entire life.
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