Blueberry Sans x Depressed! Reader

What did you say?!

Sans POV

"I love you y/n."

I instantly heard what I said and blushed from embarrassment.

"I'm sorry I-I didn't mean...I jus-ugh." I ran upstairs and locked the door. I ran in my bed and hid under the covers.

Y/N POV
"...He...loves...me." I was so happy but sad.

"Ha too bad he's going to die like everyone else in the underground."

Ugh why does she have to ruin things? But she's right so I have to spend every moment I can with him. First I have to get him out his room again. I walk to blueberry's room and knock on the door.

"Blueberry come out, I want to talk to you."

"Please don't hate me."

"I don't hate you, now come out."

Blueberry slowly opened the door and pocked his head out.

"Blueberry I want to tell you something. I...like...you...too." I blushed and hid my face in my hands.

"Y-you do?"

I nod my head.

He smiles and runs and tackles me in a hug. I fall back and giggle at how cute he is and hug back. I smile the biggest smile I have ever made, then Sans puts his mouth on my lips.

I kiss back.

And we stayed like this until Papyrus came up stairs and ruined the kiss. He picks up Sans and puts him on his bed, then he drags me to the couch.

"Stay away from my brother." His eye starts flaming orange.

"You can't tell me what to do, if I like him, I like him you can't do anything about it."

"Did someone forget that someone will kill everyone including my brother once they get close to the target?"

I stay silent.

"Exactly."

He walks upstairs and goes in his room. Sans comes downstairs.

"Human why are you crying?" I didn't realize I was crying! He walks over to me and hugged me. I hug back then walk away. I walk over to Waterfall and sit by the river. I want to be alone in my thoughts right now.

Sans POV
Why did she walk away from me? What did Pappy do to her? Does she not love me anymore?

I start to cry a little because my heart hurts. I walk to Papyrus room and knock on his door. Then he opens the door.

"Sans are you okay?"

I shake my head no and hug him. He hugged back.

"What's wrong?"

"The human does not love me anymore." I cried into his jacket which smells like honey.

"I don't think that's true."

"Then why did she walk away from me?"

"I think she just wanted to be alone."

"Are you sure?"

He nods his head. I feel a bit better now thanks to pappy. I'm glad he's my brother even if he is annoying with his horrible puns.

Y/N POV
I'm sitting on the ground crying my heart out. Because I just killed Alphys, me and her were anime buddies. I hate myself right now so much.

(Trigger warning: Self harm ahead.)

I took my knife that is covered with blood and dust and start cutting my wrist. I wince at the pain and cut it again. Blood started dripping on the floor. Then when I stopped I had 4 cuts on my left wrist and 2 on my right. I continue to cry I feel so hopeless but determined. Every part of my body hurts and is in pain.

(It's over now.)

"Why did ya do that kid?" I turn around and see Papyrus, how long was he there? Well duh he asked why I did that so he saw me. I pull down my sleeves.

"Leave me alone."

I put my knees to my chest and cry some more. Then I feel Papyrus put his hand on my shoulder and sits next to me.

"No I won't let you stay here and cry till you pass out." Then he hugs me. I really need a hug right now so I cry in his jacket and hug him. 

Why does my heart feel like its being torn apart? Why does everything hurt? Will Chara be okay? Will I be able to make Sans and every other monsters wish come true? Or will I make the underground they're graves?

These questions... there are so many... and only I can answer them.

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Sorry guys this was such a sad chapter

*wipes tears*

But I'm okay I'm fine.

Anyways, you guys thought this chapter was going to be all lovey-dovey didn't you.

Haha haha Mwah haha haha haha

*eyes widen*

I dont laugh like that! What have I become?!

*runs around screaming then jumps on Fresh Sans*

Author: when did you get here fresh

Fresh: magic bro magic

Author: respect

Fresh: *hugs author*

Both: well thats all homies see y'all next chapter

~Peace