Blueberry Sans x Depressed! Reader

I want to be alone!

Chapter 25

Y/n POV
~~~~~~~~~~~~~DREAM~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm on a hill, there is a tree and flowers covering the ground. The sun is setting. The view is beautiful.

"But all good things have to end."

There is psychopathic laughter. Everything is turning to black. I'm in the Judgment Hall. I see Sans, he's crying. I can't move. I'm holding something. I'm cold. There's something on my clothes. I feel like someone is stabbing me. I can't feel my soul or emotions. I feel lost.

"Do it. Do it. Do it."

Those words repeat in my head. The word "kill" repeatedly comes out my mouth. I didn't want to say that.

"Come on (y/n) I know you're in there it's me Sans. I'm sorry. Please let's not fight."

I don't want to fight. But I do. I run up to Sans. He moves out of the way. He grabs my hand dropping whatever was in my hand. He hugs me tightly. I feel his tears on my shoulder. I'm not reacting to his movements.

"I'm sorry!" He yells in my ear.

I feel bones shoot through my body. Then my body's limp. I'm suddenly in a black room with the REST and CONTINUE button in front of me. I turn around and see Frisk laughing at me.

"WHAT IS THIS?!"

I finally have control of my movements.

"Your future (y/n). This is what you'll be doing partner."

"I am not your partner!"

"Not now you aren't but soon."

"No! Never!"

"You keep thinking that. But I'll let you in on a secret. As of right now, Sans hates you. He's so confused, that he hates you. Why do you think he's been avoiding you?"

"L-lair!" She has a point and it scares me.

"Oh really?"

She laughs. A picture of Chara and Sans appears in front of me. They are talking on the couch.

"Sans are you okay? You've been avoiding (y/n) a lot lately."

"I'm fine I'm just confused. I think I have took a disliking towards (y/n) and I don't understand why."

Then I saw Frisk again with a smug look. I cry a little I don't want to believe that! That was probably taken out of context! I never did hear the whole conversation! It's impossible! Right?

Sans hates me? But when he was in Papyrus' room. Was it before or after that?

"See (y/n) he hates you. And to think you were so in love with him."

"N-no! I don't believe you! You're a liar!"

I feel so many things. I feel angry for one. And I know exactly who to take it out on.

I knife appears on the floor in front of me. Frisk and I stare at it. I don't care how it got there! I just want to get rid of Frisk!

I grab the knife and run at Frisk. I try to stab her but she moves out of the way. She punches me in the nose. I grab her hand and throw her on the floor. She gets up but I step on her. She disappears. I look behind me and she stabbed my arm. I scream. She kicks me in the stomach. I hold my stomach then kick her in the face. She falls on the ground. I stab her wrist then slid the knife causing her hand to come off. She screams and holds her wrist. She uses her other hand to slit my cheek. I hold it. She slits my hands and legs. I stab her in the stomach. She stabs me in my chest.

I scream and then I see a light.
~~~~~~~~~~END OF DREAM~~~~~~~~

I wake up in Muffet's. There is a lot of dust around me. Sans and Chara both rush to my side.

"I'll go get Undyne. Stay here." Chara said then left.

I started mentally fighting to keep my consciousness when Chara left. I knew it was Frisk trying to kill Sans. Sans tried to comfort me while Chara was gone. Soon enough Chara came back with Undyne.

After Undyne helped me with the cuts Frisk left we went back to Sans' house. Papyrus wasn't here so I'm assuming he was at Muffet's and is dead. I couldn't stop thinking about what Frisk said about Sans hating me. I never asked him because I was scared he'd say "yes". I noticed that I wasn't really talking much since I woke up, and I was staring a lot at random things.

I also noticed that Sans and Chara were staring at me. Chara sat next to me on the couch.

"You okay (y/n) you look a bit sad?"

"....I'm...fine...." I said hesitantly.

"I can tell you're lying. What's wrong? Talk to me."

I looked her straight in the eyes.

"I don't want to talk about it."

"Did Frisk do something to you? Tell me!" I can tell she's worried.

"She told me Sans hates me." I saw Sans tense up.

"(Y/n) really? You believe that?"

"I don't know. Yes."

"(Y/n) I'll be honest, Sans said that he was confused and doesn't know why he doesn't want to be around. I told him why and advised that he talk to Papyrus and he did. He understands better know he doesn't hate you."

"That's not what Frisk told me. She told me Sans said he didn't like me."

"And the fact that you believed her is shameful. She took it outta context. I told you not to let her get to you."

"I know! I just- it's not easy! She tells the truth then she lies! It's too much! How can you expect me to take it?"

"I don't. I just thought you would listen to me over her."

"I would've but you weren't there! I can't take this! I can't take the constant fighting, killing, emotional and physical pain! It's too much!"

"I know but you have to if you want to win this."

"What if I just want a break from this? What if I just can't do this anymore?"

"You'd have to kill Frisk or something for that."

I groan and storm out the door. I just want to be alone.