Blueberry Sans x Depressed! Reader

It's Too Much

Chapter 25

Y/n POV
I walked to waterfall and sat next to a river. I curled into a ball. I cried as quietly as I could. I didn't want to yell at Chara I was just stressed. So much has been happening. Too much has been happening. I just want a break from the pain. I thought I did and I thought I would if I jumped down here, but I guess not. I don't even know why I'm trying anymore.

What's the point? Frisk will probably end up winning anyway. I'm not strong enough to beat her. I'm not strong enough to keep living. I don't want to. I just want to die already. I can't keep living especially like this.

"You've given up already (y/n)?"

"Leave me alone Frisk."

"I would but seeing you crying and weak like this is too good to miss."

"I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!"

"Oh snappy are we? Why don't you just kill yourself? So I can keep your body and you'll be nothing but a voice."

I stayed silent. I actually thought that was a good idea. I wouldn't have to suffer and Frisk would leave me alone forever. Although other people would be affected. Everyone would die if I agreed. Actually they would die either way! But Chara said if I kept fighting I could win and there'd be more hope. But the hope is for the monsters, what about me? What's going to happen to me if I do win? Do I die?

All these endings could happen from one decision. If I do what Frisk says then everyone will die, and she's going to keep resetting and killing over and over again. If I do what Chara says something will happen to Frisk and I that will cause the monsters to be free.

I'd be selfish if I did what Frisk said. I'd be selfless if I did what Chara said. But if I die it wouldn't matter if I was selfish or not. But do I want to be remembered as the human who was selfish and didn't want to help the monsters? Or as the human who freed the monsters?

This is too much! I can't decide! I should've asked Chara for more information about what would happen. They did tell me that there were many ways I could go about doing this. Were they telling me that I could either kill Frisk or get her to come to her senses?

What can I do? I didn't think this would be so hard. I guess it was all about sacrifice. It was about me being ready to sacrifice for the people I love. I don't think I'm ready for that. I remember that saying that you'd tell your friends: "I'd take a bullet for you." That saying is just words, because you can say that but in the time of need you have no idea what to do. You also have a limited time to decide before the world chooses for you.

Do I want the world to choose me? No because I'd probably regret it. I regret screaming and running away from Chara. I actually need them. I should've just talked them.

I feel more tears run down my face. Suddenly I feel someone hug me from behind. Their hands felt boney. I instantly knew it was Sans then turned around and hugged him tightly. He was crying then softly said: "I'm sorry" repeatedly.

"What are you sorry for?"

"I should've told you! But I was so scared. I didn't know what you'd say or how'd you feel. So I didn't tell you."

"No I'm the one who should be sorry especially to Chara. I shouldn't have yelled."

"It's okay Chara forgives you. They told me to tell you."

"So you don't hate me?"

"Of course not I love you (y/n)!"

"I love you too Sans."

I hugged Sans tighter not wanting to let go of him. He put his fingers under my chin so I would look at him. He kissed me as soon as I made eye contact. He's so adorable when he tries to be romantic. I really love him. And all his cuteness.

After awhile of talking Sans convinced me to come back to the house. When I got there I saw Chara wasn't there. I wonder where she went.

"She'll be back, she just went to go get something to apologize for putting so much pressure on you."

"Oh."

For some reason that sent chills down my spine. Probably because of what happened to me while I was on the surface. I never liked gifts or surprises since.

Sans grabbed my hand and walked me upstairs. When we got to the top he covered my eyes.

"Sans what are you doing?"

"Nothing." He said jokingly.

He lead me somewhere. I heard a door open then I was moved again. The door closed. He moved his hands and then I saw there was a box on his bed. I looked at it a bit confused.

"Open it!" He yelled excitedly.

I walk up to the box and opened it. I saw a (f/f) cake inside. Next to the cake was a smaller box. I picked it up and opened it. There was a (f/c) necklace that was in the shape of a heart. The necklace was actually a locket and inside the locket was a picture of Sans and I.

I felt Sans hug me from behind again. He said: "surprise" and put his head on my shoulder.

"Did you do all this?"

"Yes and no! Chara helped me make the cake and I bought the locket. Chara also helped me put the picture in cause I didn't know how."

I laughed imagining Sans' attempt to put the picture in. He looked adorable.

I hugged Sans tightly again. He laughed and so did I.

"So where's Chara?"

"I told you she wanted to get something for you."

"Oh."

Chara then walked in the room.

"You showed her without me?" Chara whined.

"Yeah sorry."

"It's okay."

Chara walked up to me with a huge bag in her hand. I let go of Sans. She put the bag in my hand. When I looked inside I saw a huge stuffed (favorite/animal). I took it out and hugged it. It was so soft!

"Do you like it?"

"It's so fluffy I'm gonna die!" I yelled.

"I'll take that as a yes." Chara laughed.

"Thank you guys! This is so sweet of you."

"You're welcome. Listen (y/n) I'm sorry for putting so much stress on you. I should've known that this would've been a lot."

"It's okay I'm sorry for screaming at you."

"Didn't I tell Sans to tell you it's okay?"

"He did."

We both laughed and hugged each other. I brought Sans into the hug so he didn't feel left out. We shared a group hug then ate the cake together.