Untouchable

Sick

My heart was pounding as I ran to my car and got in.

It's like the world was moving in slow motion.

Eva had called me but she didn't tell me what was wrong, just to meet her at the police station.

I drove there as fast as I could and got out of the car holding back tears and hyperventilating.

I walked up to the desk and tried to act calm.

"Kevin Khatchadourian" I said not really knowing how to ask to see him.

"Emma" Eva's voice called out.

I turned around and looked at her

"What is it what's wrong?" I asked

"They're getting ready to release him right now." She said

"Oh thank god it was nothing more" I gave a relieved sigh.

"That wasn't the only reason I wanted you to come here" She said

I frowned, "What else" 

"I know my son. I know you're too good for him. You deserve way better, Emma-" She began

"I'm gonna stop you right there.. I know him too. Sure I didn't raise him but I know him. I know I deserve better but I don't want better I want Kevin." I said

She stayed quiet.

She looked down at me.

"What is it?" I asked

"You just.. You just look.. Nothing. Never mind." She smiled

The cops escorted Kevin to us and he just walked past us.

I was so mad. He is the only thing that I've been thinking about all day. I ditched school for him. I'm gonna be in a heap of shit with my teacher  because I was scared for him. I spent hours having panic attack after panic attack and I don't even get a hug?

"I'll be in the car" Eva said, leaving.

I walked outside to Kevin and I grabbed his arm and turned him around.

"Are you fucking joking? I was worried sick about you and you just give me your back? What the fuck is wrong with you? I show you nothing but love. I give you the benefit of the doubt and I don't even give a fuck about what you did and I don't get a word from you?" I yelled

"You did not give me the benefit of the doubt. Right when you saw the fucking cops you knew it was me they were looking for." He said

"I just fucking knew I still don't care that you did it." I said

"Then why are you so mad?" He questioned

"Because you don't fucking love me as much as I love you" I jabbed his chest with my finger

"That's a damn lie and you know it. I love you more than I've ever loved anything. You know this why are you saying that?" He asked

"I don't know" I said with tears falling from my face.

"Why are you crying?" He asked

"I spent my whole day worrying about you and you just walked past me" I cried

He wrapped his arms around me, "I'm sorry" He whispered

I wiped my tears and smiled

"I love you" I smiled 

"I love you" He responded

"I'm really tired." I said

"Are you coming with me or going home?" I asked