For the Love of My Mate (under major editing)

Chapter 20

Hey guys im finally finished with everything and uh my mom and stepdad decided to have the 'talk' with me and uh let's just say that I'm mortified.... but enjoy

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Chapter 20

Johns p.o.v (finally right)

Today Zoe starts her training on how to control her powers and stuff im really excited to see what she can do and all, but i don't know why but i feel like something's been bothering her lately shes been really jumpy around me and she cant look me in the eye and i feel really sad because she wont tell me whats bothering her. But thats gonna change because I'm going to ask her about it now since she has a hour or two before she starts training with her mother ad her mothers friends.

Hm i wonder what she's hiding from me or at least not telling i wonder if she's not telling me because she's scared i wont want her anymore bec-

" Hey Zoe can you please come here babe i want to talk to you about something." i asked cutting off my own thoughts as i spoke.

" Um yeah sure, what its it that you want to talk about?" she sounded nervous like really nervous, so i grabbed her hand and held it while rubbing circles into her hand with my thumb.

"Angel why haven't you talked to me or looked at me in the eye since you've been out if the hospital?" she looked down and sighed before looking at me and i could see the i shes tears on her eyes.

"Um i-it's because every time i do i picture you with that slut Sally and it makes me so upset that i-" she didn't get to finish that sentence because i pulled her to me and hugged her tight.

Zoe's p.o.v

John was hugging me tightly to him while i cried. i calmed down after a while and he pulled back caressing my cheek in his hands while rubbing my cheek with his thumb and looked me in the eyes.

"Angel please forgive me that was a huge mistake. i never meant to hurt you and i didn't want to lose you either. your my world and i meant it when i told you that." he sighed but continued.

"See Sally had threatened to kill you if i didn't and i could lose you not after i got you. well i um we slept together but the whole time i was thinking of you. But in all honestly i wanted to die instead of do that with her." he started crying but continued.

"I'm so so so sorry i really am angel id rather die than not have you with me because the pain would be to much to handle i love you so much that it hurts to think about not having you in my arms holding you having you so close knowing that your safe im such a horrible mate you don't deserve me you deserve so much better." he finally finished and by this time i had tears running down my cheeks.

"John." i spoke but it was barely above a whisper. " You only live once and I'd rather live with you than be without you same as dying, babe if your dying i would want to die with you, and not picture myself without you in my life." i finished.

I wrapped my arms around his neck bring him down so i could kiss him. The kiss itself was filled with so much love, passion and honesty, i pulled away to look him in the eye.

"John i forgive you okay now let's go my mom is here and i need to practice." I said grabbing his hand and pulling him with me to go meet my mom in the back yard.

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Aww that was so sweet and cute hehe very cute aren't they just so cute?

Well anyway i upload for y'all and sorry it the chapter short but I'mim very very tired so i am going to go to sleep but i hope y'all like the chapter bye!!!!! 😃😀😊☺️😐😴